Been a very long time since i updated my blog. My life seem to remain as empty as it is one month ago but i am trying very very hard to get use to it as it seem to be the only solution to my emptiness. I know that we do not just live for love as there are more things in life we can be living for but I just can't let it go. Not easy but i will try, I promise.

Working non-stop for the whole month and will have the same schedule for the very next month. Sales have been bad for me as i almost didn't make it to the 65% mark which will make my pathetic commission to be even more pathetic. First time in my 1 year of work and hope this will be the only time in my whole working life in lancome. Rui Ting (my senior, my friend's cousin) just join the company as a part timer. Her mom have been asking her to work in order for her to gain more experience beyond her comfort zone. Heard that she have a hard time trying to remember her product knowledge and trying to get use to her heels.

Heard about her bad experience on her very first day, so bad till some experience part-timer receive a scolding for the customer and giving wrong information to customer. I gave the wrong information to customer too and well happy to say that i am still surviving in the company so DON'T WORRY Rui Ting.

Went to Meiji and bought 42 dollar worth of chocolate and snacks(",), bought my mum a facial cleanser for 33 dollar (after 40% discount), 10 dollar for my cigarette, 20 dollar for yesterday night supper with family, 19.80 dollar for the cab i took to work today, 10 dollar for dinner today with family again. And therefore, i hereby declare that i am going to be bankrupt soon. Bless me!

Sad to say that my dear friend (Hui Ee) is joining me to the single club! She have just broke up! Sad and happy for her after hearing the reason why her relationship does not workout. Sad Sad! Well, look at the bright side of life (crap!) and do not give up the whole forest because of one tree (lame shit!) and ...(please fill up with all other type of crap you can tell a person who is heart broken!). All i can say is wish you all the best in trying to get use to the emptiness and well, be able to attract someone soon!

3 weeks more to end my attachment, 2 more day before my company dinner on Wednesday (can see gay too!!) and my pay day which also fall on the 30th this month! Love it... It will even be better if my grandma can quicky recover and be discharge. She is in there like almost a month and operation is still not being done. God! bless her okay??! Travelling from home till the hospital is draining my mum and dad time and energy. Sian!