Thursday, November 25, 2010
Just downloaded this apps on my itouch and trying to type my very forst post using it...
Feeling kind of bored now. Woke up not long ago and swallowed a plate of wonderful wanton noodle. Shouldn't i be feeling happy/ contented? But sadly i wasn't. Not very sure what had gotten into me that i am feeling restless almost everyday, every moment.
Will be booking out later. Isn't sure what will i be doing before i go for my class at 7 pm. hope i am able to meet someone for dinner or sort. Somehow some problem had surfaced and kind of will cause me to miss my lesson on wednessday. Having a test that day and it will be so difficult to skip it. How? Can anybody tell me?
December is coming and don't have much of the holiday mood. Just too many uncertainty which make you find that planning anything is like almost impossible. Every now and then you will hear different plans which make you feel abit pissed! But on the bright side, i am left with just 9 month to ORD. Fast! Still remember the first day when i enlist, pop, posted to this unit and so on and on. So many thing had happen in a short period.
Wonder how would it be like after ORD. Just hope life after ORD will be smooth. Study then start working. Just hope 2012 wouldn't be the end of the world. Or else what i wouldn't be able to see the result for all the things i have done for the 21 years or 22 years in exact.
i am feeling tired now... Time for me to yake a short nap now!
it's you and me <3
1:45 AM
Wednesday, November 17, 2010
Just got back home after meeting spencer and eunice for coffee at vivo. Got a very bad scolding when I reach home as I gotten myself into unnecessary shit by getting into an accident while driving.
For godness sake, please look at where you are turning into and the incoming car before you turn into the main road. Because some fucker who don't even bother to follow the rule, almost cause his life if I didn't manage to swerve my car in time. In the end it was just a minor collision. Not really minor actually. My left headlamp was crashed, my bumper was severely dented in and my ear will get deaf my my mother unreasonable scolding. What ever she say was totally illogical. HELLO! As if the accident was cause by me, as if I know that I will have an accident just now! She said even more mean words that I don't feel like commenting in this blog. Its totally just so mean that I almost wanted to leave the house, drive the car and bang myself to death. After all isn't that is thebest way to keep her shut up!
Will be going to the workshop tomorrow. Don't really know how to handle this issue. Don't think my dad will have the time to go as he is being held on by work. Just pray hard that the person will really co-operate with me. Don't even know how long will this whole thing take! 3 hours? 4 hours? or even days! Fuck the driver really.
This is what the other party have done to my car
A close up view
it's you and me <3
2:37 AM
Monday, November 15, 2010
Just woke up to a bright yet cooling morning! Kind of love the chilling feeling when the wind blow and the warm feeling hiding under the towel or hugging the pillow. Slept quite late yesterday as i went back camp late as dispite my class ended early. I was still enjoying my burger king meal when its night out timing.... And because of the meal i slept super late as i felt too full to sleep.
Yesterday course wasn't that bad as the people there are starting to open up more and more. Sometimes its just stress to be the youngest in the class. Everyone will just non-stop telling you their experience over and over again. All ypu can do is just nod and just reply " hmm, ahh, orh". It will be rude i you ask them to shut up as afterall they are nagging for my own good.
Wouldn't be having class tomorrow but will have a test on friday! Yawn! Saturday will be celebrating samatha birthfay and sunday will be spend rotting at home :( as i need to book in that night. Wondering how many book in i still have before i ord in august! Next year will be tiring year for me. Going exercise after exercise! SIAN
it's you and me <3
6:20 PM
Friday, November 12, 2010
Finally weekend is here. This week past kind of fast for me as there were pretty much booking in and out of camp for course.
Course was okay but the people there wasn't as fun as those in level a. But its still hard to judge with just 3 lessons. After all there are still lots of lesson fpr us to go through together. After attending this course, it kind of put me in a situation. I am totally lost in deciding what i want to be in future. To be a safety officer if i pass my level c or to be a chemical engineer. Both sounds good and both seem to have a bright future. Its just that if i am focusing on working towards a sqfety officer, wouldn't it be a waste to spend 4 long years in university as 2 years of school is good enough to get a degree. Do i really need to spend the extra time and money? Wonder who should i really talk to and who is able to give me a good advice.
Guess what? I am hungry now! Was feeling kind of full despite having an early dinner and that the reason i didn't eat during my break time. I really need to mention my wonderful dinner at this cafe/restaurant/bar it was totally awsome and filling. Good food, good ambience and reasonable price! Its call oreole (something like that) And its located at panpacific suite and 313 building. Its opposite the chinese cafe Central. Its yummy and i am looking forward to visit it again!
it's you and me <3
8:04 AM
Sunday, November 7, 2010
EXCITED EXCITED! Tomorrow will be the start of my course! Happy that its finally starting. Hope its easy or may be manageable if not I wonder how am I able to manage. May be its a good trial for me to see whether I am able to study and WORK (all right its not consider work for now) at the same time. May be in future I can opt to study part time instead of full time.
To get to tomorrow, first I must pass the remaining time of TODAY! Will be booking in around 3 hours from now. It will mark the end of the long holiday which I was suppose to enjoy, freedom if my grand mother didn't pass away as my parent would be in Taiwan. Went to malaysia on Friday, a public holiday, which kind of chose the wrong day as it was a pain in the ass to drive to malaysia. The jam was horrible. 3 hours were spend just to conquer the 3 km stretch of road filled with super duper duper lots of cars which was totally intoxicating for people like us who wind down the window to breath in all the exhaust fumes.
Didn't go far, went to Kota Tinggi to see the waterfall which was kind of small but definitely better then singapore which doesn't even have one. After Kota Tinggi, we went to Desaru which was the utterly disappointed place. The public beach was like $O&$@^%@! and to visit the orchard was also %^%^&!%@*^ expensive. The best was the dinner as we pack home wonderful bowl of BAK KUT TEH, Braised pork leg and lots of other food. The BAK KUT TEH was from a different stall as the last bowl from my favorite stall was sold and cook infront of me! Another day perhaps...
Saturday or yesterday was alright. Spend my morning at my grandmother house clearing her house. Sometime I just feel its nice to have a maid. May be we shouldn't have send the maid back so early. At least she is able to give another helping hand. Went out for dinner with spencer and eunice at Shaw orchard for a meal of MACdonald before we head down to CU for a drink before going back. Kind of enjoy such a lazy saturday.
Hope my next weekend would be good too, hope MEGA mind would be part of my next week itinerary.
As for today, its just a boring slow sunday. The time seems to have stop at the very moment I woke up. What make it worst was the rain. At 7 pm, the sky is as dark as 9 pm. Don't feel like booking in!!!! AWOL??? Think the bunk would be cooling to sleep so isn't that bad. Just hope tomorrow wouldn't be that bad too! Don't like sleeping in warm nights as I literally didn't sleep at all as I would be feeling super #^T%&@%!&*^^&%!@ =!
So long everyone, I am going to have my dinner soon!
it's you and me <3
2:46 AM
Tuesday, November 2, 2010
Finally my grand mother's funeral is over. Felt quite happy that my paternal aunty and uncle came and I am happy that Aaron, Aaron's parent, Hui Zhong, Hui Zhong's parent, Phileo, Jie Sheng, Fish, Eunice, spencer and Daryl came all the way to pay their respect to my grandmother.
Think the whole family became even more united after this event. No quarreling/ disagreement or sort have happen. Everyone remain cheerful till the last day. Everyone did their very part to make it a some how grand funeral which my grandmother wanted. Even most of my grandmother relative (my super distance relative) came despite their busy schedule.
The final farewell definitely the most emotional moment. Almost everyone burst into tears, especially the band we invite start playing the songs which my grandmother loves. The nursery rhymes 世上只有媽媽好 was the tear flowing moment. Just hope my grandmother will enjoy the "gifts" which her son-in-laws had given to her. I realize that getting a band over at the funeral is somehow an expensive event. Luckily the one my dad and uncle got was alright as they even went to the crematorium with us and played the very last tune for my grandmother when her coffin entered the furnace.
No matter what, we still manage to had some fun moment during this 5 days. The monk was doing the prayer on the last night when we were suppose to follow the monk. After going a few rounds, the monk continue chanting and started going round the coffin. He didn't realize that we didn't follow him as he didn't made any hand signal. Half way he ask us to follow, we had no choice but start rushing. Another moment was when we were suppose to burn the paper house/joss paper. My uncle almost threw the joss paper in to the pit without lighting it. The monk who was chanting started laughing! Kind of humorous. Even when burning the paper house/joss paper, we were suppose to hit the floor with the stick and shout for our grandmother name and ask her to come and collect, 1 of my cousin started shouting and shouting and after that she started shouting my grandfather name instead. It was like the joke of the night.
Apart from an expensive event, its also a tiring event. I am so shag that I start hearing words like "what the fuck" "money money more" .etc when the monks are chanting. HAHA...
Anyway when to collect her ash today from the crematorium before we move her to her new home in the temple. First time seeing people's bone. Felt even weird. What was best was having a very sumptuous brunch at 1 of the coffee shop which we ordered more then 10 over bowls of Ba Kut Teh, 2 plates of duck, 2 plate of braise pork and 2 big bowl of soup! Well, treat it as the farewell meal for the maid who was the one looking after my grandmother. She will be leaving us for another family. After the meal, we went to our grandmother house to pack before everyone of us went to the agency to send her off. Quite emotional as she is a good maid. Quite meticulous and does her duties well. I think we never regret employing her. As no one want to have a maid or requires a maid, we didn't really renew her contract with us. She will be going to another family in Singapore soon. Hope she will have a good employer.
it's you and me <3
2:28 AM
