Thursday, September 30, 2010
Sometime I just do not know why people just love say that they know you so well and they know more then what I have expect them to know about my life. It just kind of weird to hear/see this phrase. How well people do you exactly know about me?
Let me tell you what I know about myself. I have a very weird mood swing that come and go whenever they want. Not very often but my mood will change drastically. I love to go out but I must have the right mood before I will enjoy myself. Being forced to go out will never be an enjoying activity for me. I don't like to go out when I am totally broke. I don't really like to go out in the day as I simply just like to rest and chill at home before going out. I do not love to make decision and I love to change thing(s)/decision(s) at the very last minute as and when I like.
I don't like people to act super mature when they are not and I love to be myself whenever I can. Call me childish or what but I don't even give a fuck about it.I love to KAO BEI at the slightest thing that does not make me feel very comfortable to SEE, LISTEN, FEEL, EXECUTE... etc. I love to use crude language but I have no intention of scolding anyone unless the person had somehow provoke me.
I don't like to take bus/train as I don't like to squeeze with so many people. I also don't like to go crowded place as I don't like the feeling that someone is watching you even there isn't. I will normally either drive or take a cab whenever I want to go out. I am a mummy boy and I don't really like to stay out late as I normally want to sleep before 3 or 4. Another reason why I want to go home early is my mother will simply KP me non-stop and she will wait for me to go home before she will sleep. Think about you enjoying yourself happily while your mother wait for you at home... WILL YOU STILL ENJOY?
I don't like my life even if I am smiling everyday.
I don't like people to be sensitive even if I might be sensitive.
Whenever I made a sacrifice, I expect you to do so one day. If you don't then somehow I will start to have a different perspective of you. After all if you know me well, I love to condemn many people. This is why I made so many people don't like me as I will treat people differently especially those who I so called condemn.
So how many of the things I have stated is what exactly you know/expected? And this lists isn't all of it. So how well do you exactly know me?
it's you and me <3
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