Saturday, April 24, 2010
Human beings are simply just an hypocrite, don't you ever think so? Different mask is worn whenever we face different people and change instantly to face the other person. We are an artist by nature except we do not really use this to earn us a living.
Had a conversation with someone via SMS last week which lead me to think of what I have typed/thought. It was kind of a conclusion for some issues that have struck me for couples of year. It just like mine heart being trapped in the a large and badly tangled fish net, the net that caught mine heart in the past, the net that you just let it snap and that is the net that started to tangle around my heard. Struggled to find the end of the net to untie it but after so long, it is still unsuccessful. After the conversation, feeling start to get mixed up. Happiness seem to be no where to be found as it had already being engulf by the sea of disappointment and anger. The helpless feeling grew stronger till I decided to cut the net. Its no longer worth trying to untangle it and keep it in the best condition as its no longer important now.
The cutting process was painful but it means its the start of the untangling process. It still take time to untangle it completely and I really hope someone out there would help me untangle it together.
After all its time to move on. Suffered too much in agony. Will stop wasting more time and start everything anew.
it's you and me <3
7:34 AM
