Saturday, November 7, 2009
Weekend is always just so short. But a very bad weekend indeed. It seem like my friend get very pissed with me just because I mess her hair up. She seem so work up and she get fucking pissed over it. If playful isn't the word the describe myself, what other word can you think of? It seem ridiculous when you say that you finally knew the real Alvin just because I mess up your hair?
Over the weeks, I have decided to give up after serious consideration. Sometimes, it isn't that bad to be single. Anyway, I don't have much time for any relationship. Wooing someone is tough and changing someone mindset is even worst. Don't want to mind-fuck myself every time, hoping that you will initiate in messaging me.
I am just fucking sick of my life now. Getting misunderstood for nothing and trying to do something impossible. 1 month have already pass. 1 year and 9 more month to go. I just want to quickly get out of this fuck up life and continue my normal life. 2 years is a total waste of time. I don't think I can remember what I have learnt for the past 3 years. Heard from my friend who are currently doing their degree that the lecturer assume that you still remember every single formula and theory. How I wish that there will be a fast forward button somewhere which i can fast forward my life.
Booking in soon. 30 plus days to POP. Going to have my 6 days 5 night out field starting tomorrow. Hope it won't be that shag. Can't imagine myself not bathing for 6 whole days. Hope the warm temperature can be cooled down by the trees in the forest. It too warm over there. 1 or 2 degree higher then Singapore main island temperature.
it's you and me <3
9:09 PM
