Saturday, November 28, 2009
Feeling damn frustrated now. Why can't weekends be longer then weekdays! Need to book-in in another 5 hour time! Don't feel like going anywhere within this 5 hours but seem like it is almost impossible as I promise someone to meet her before I book in. Hope she just won't have the time to meet me!
Felt quite irritated as my phone can't stop receiving messages. Sometimes I just don't feel like replying. Its been sometime since I was in the non-stop messaging mode.
My ankle is still in pain! Imagine I have sprained my ankle twice in a week and now it still haven't fully recover when my MC end a few days back. Feel like going to see the doctor opposite my house and get MC again however I can't! Can't miss the 16km route march on tuesday! If not will have to do my 24 km route march during my block leaves.
Sunday is bad as I have almost nothing to do but to rot! Its always seem like an irony that I how I want the time to pass quickly on time when I am super bored yet I want weekend to be long even when I am rotting! Got a sudden urge to catch a movie now but don't think there is any nice shows now.
Miss school now. How jealous knowing that my friend is on semester break which means they are free for months while I am only free for just a few days! If I have a longer break I would start doing some part time job to increase my income. Don't think I can survive long with my current income. It tiring to control my spending; try not to dine out so often as before, trying not to take cab and reduce the frequency to pubs/club. If anyone is planning to give christmas present to me, I won't mind it to be a red packet even if it is not Lunar New Year.
it's you and me <3
9:18 PM
Friday, November 27, 2009
This is my longest book out since I have been enlisted in national service. Sadly, tomorrow I would have to book in again. 2 more weeks to my Pass Out Parade (POP). Tuesday I would have to do my 16 km route march follow by a 24 km route march on the very day which I have my POP.
1 year 8 more month to go before I ORD. Still quite long but hope time will pass faster. Somehow I just find Nation Service kind of waste of time as it totally crap. Luckily they have reduce the duration from 2.5 years to 2 years.
Just finish my second out field last weekend. It rain everyday when I was out field. Everywhere was just muddy. Mosquitoes there were well trained as they are able to suck your blood no matter how thick your clothing were.
Don't feel like going out today as my current pay isn't enough for me to go out everyday. Spend almost $90 yesterday and felt the pinched. Now a $14.90 meal is very expensive to me! Went to watch Christmas Carol 3D and find the show quite BORING. Its super boring even when the show comes alive in 3D format. No point watching as isn't much humor in the show and the story plot can be predicted. Think the old Christmas Carol cartoon is more interesting.
Got a Ginger Bread-man (GBM) from coffee bean yesterday. Haven't eat yet as I will be waiting for Christmas before I murder the GBM. But I think my mum will start killing the GBM earlier then I will do as the GBM kept giving off a cinnamon rich aroma which is super nice!
12 more days to pay day (If I am not wrong), 27 more days to Christmas, 33 more days to 2010. 6 month and 27 more days for me to turn 21 years old. Think I should start thinking how I want to celebrate my 21st birthday. Its like super early to start thinking but at least there is something for me to count down and look forward to. Feel like going overseas now. How nice if I am at somewhere out of singapore, enjoying the cool weather and immersing myself into the christmas atmosphere. Talking about christmas, don't you think that this year Christmas lighting and decoration along orchard road was like CRAP especially the one along Istana. It was more a Chinese New Year theme. What more the Reindeer MODEls' post wasn't Christmas enough! Its was more like an animal fashion display. What a NICE christmas lighting and decoration they have along orchard road!
I am SOOOO bored now!
it's you and me <3
10:55 PM
Saturday, November 14, 2009
Field camp have finally over! Guess what? I so how find that field camp is fun. The the worst of field camp was trying to clear all the mud from all my bags and uniform. Lucky my mum was there to help me. In return, I made a sumptuous dinner for her with the help of my sister.
Its fun as I really get to experience sleeping in the dark, cooking out field and even conquer my phobia for mud. Lucky it rain for most of the days, keeping the temperature for the training cool. Hope I can rest enough during my 1 day book out. Booking at 8 later. Wouldn't be booking out next week as there is some activity which require to BURN my weekend. Lucky the weekend when I book out seem long as friday would be Hai Raya Haji.
Didn't really go out during this book out as really need to have enough rest. Wasn't feeling well too. Coughing non-stop and my nose and ear seem to be forever block. And because of that, I didn't manage to attend my friend 21st birthday celebration yesterday night at Holland Village. Sorry Nic! Meet you other day for a belated celebration okay?!
Counting down to my next book out already. Will update again after I book out.
it's you and me <3
11:35 PM
Saturday, November 7, 2009
Weekend is always just so short. But a very bad weekend indeed. It seem like my friend get very pissed with me just because I mess her hair up. She seem so work up and she get fucking pissed over it. If playful isn't the word the describe myself, what other word can you think of? It seem ridiculous when you say that you finally knew the real Alvin just because I mess up your hair?
Over the weeks, I have decided to give up after serious consideration. Sometimes, it isn't that bad to be single. Anyway, I don't have much time for any relationship. Wooing someone is tough and changing someone mindset is even worst. Don't want to mind-fuck myself every time, hoping that you will initiate in messaging me.
I am just fucking sick of my life now. Getting misunderstood for nothing and trying to do something impossible. 1 month have already pass. 1 year and 9 more month to go. I just want to quickly get out of this fuck up life and continue my normal life. 2 years is a total waste of time. I don't think I can remember what I have learnt for the past 3 years. Heard from my friend who are currently doing their degree that the lecturer assume that you still remember every single formula and theory. How I wish that there will be a fast forward button somewhere which i can fast forward my life.
Booking in soon. 30 plus days to POP. Going to have my 6 days 5 night out field starting tomorrow. Hope it won't be that shag. Can't imagine myself not bathing for 6 whole days. Hope the warm temperature can be cooled down by the trees in the forest. It too warm over there. 1 or 2 degree higher then Singapore main island temperature.
it's you and me <3
9:09 PM
