Sunday, August 30, 2009
Yesterday was really a fucking unlucky day for me. First thing I did in the morning is to argue with my parent while I try to swallow my nasi lemak which my dad bought. It was raining heavily when I wanted to go to work. Called for cab and waited for more then 10 min before the operator apologies that there isn't any cab available at my area. Got totally drench while I made my way to the bus stop. What made it worst was that I sprain my ankle while i loss my footing. My whole left leg was in pain as somehow my left knee also contribute the pain!
Yesterday was the last day Jie Sheng work at CU. Sadly I wasn't able to turn up. For the pass 2 weeks I have been punching my card at CU as often I punch my card at work. The group seem to get bigger and bigger. Once, we stayed till 530am and I have to work at 9.40am the same day. Totally can't work that day!
Finally I went to watch movie after so long. Went to watch "Where Got Ghost" and "Final Destination 4" on the same day. After the 2 show, me and my friend was totally tired. "Where got Ghost" was just okay okay only. But "Final Destination 4" was incredible especially with its 3D effect. It just made it so real that you will think that the scene just happen right in-front of you.
Today is my off day again. Tomorrow will be working at Metro Paragon for the new launch color. Tomorrow will start the count down to the last day at lancome as its my last month. It also means that I will be starting my 2 year national service in 1 month and 7 day. I am not looking forward for this 2 events but I am looking forward to 26th of september as that will mark my 1 year anniversary of me getting my driving license. It will mean I will have the full 24 points instead of the 12 points.
Will be going out soon, may be going to the library to kill my time before I go town to meet my friend for dinner.
it's you and me <3
11:04 PM
Friday, August 21, 2009
Another 7 more days to my off day after 21 days of continuous work. Promotion after promotion, stores after stores. Life just suck.
Despite the number of days I have worked, I am able to folk out sometime to visit CU. Think I had visited CU for more then 12 time. 3-4 times a week, drinking like nobody business. I even did stupid things over there. I even mange to knock down a whole Carlsberg Tower, witnessing the flow of the 2 liters of beer flow to the drainage system. Can't imagine that such a big tower can collapse.
Went to Qiu Ling birthday yesterday at boat quay. Poor Qiu Ling, was drunk even before 12am. She was super high even before she blow the candle that she couldn't stop crying. She seem like she isn't feeling that well emotionally. ope everything will go well for her!
I realise that I am carrying higher and higher target. For the last 2 promotion, sales wasn't that bad as I mange to achieve 80% for the 2 promotion. Just hope I am able to do 80% for this promotion at Scotts as well. Was kind of stress today as sales was terrible in the afternoon. It was kind of touch that spencer and eunice came to visit me today. It just don't feel good to be stressed up till the cocktail party start. Happy for the winner for the lucky draw held during the cocktail party. She was my customer. It was the second time the winner of the lucky draw was my customer. The first time was at RC when the customer was reluctant to buy and yet she won the one and only prize of the party worth more then $1500. As for today's winner, she won more the $200 worth of product. When can I be so lucky, I just want to strike lottery.
As usual, at the end of the month, I am broke. I think my bank just left $80. Most of the cash have gone to drinks, cab and cigarette. My life is just so fucking terrible. Problems doesn't be able to solve yet more problem appears. Sometimes i just think that my life is just so fucking worthless.
Yesterday, I just dream of you. Everything was so fairy-tale as in reality we will never get together again.
it's you and me <3
9:07 AM
Friday, August 7, 2009
Sometime When We Touch by Dan Hill
Click on the link below to see the youtube video sand by another yet powerful singer.
You ask me if I love you
And I choke on my reply
I'd rather hurt you honestly
Than mislead you with a lie
And who am I to judge you
On what you say or do?
I'm only just beginning to see the real you
And sometimes when we touch
The honesty's too much
And I have to close my eyes and hide
I wanna hold you til I die
Til we both break down and cry
I wanna hold you till the fear in me subsides
Romance and all its strategy
Leaves me battling with my pride
But through the insecurity
Some tenderness survives
I'm just another writer
Still trapped within my truth
A hesitant prize fighter
Still trapped within my youth
And sometimes when we touch
The honesty's too much
And I have to close my eyes and hide
I wanna hold you til I die
Til we both break down and cry
I wanna hold you till the fear in me subsides
At times I'd like to break you
And drive you to your knees
At times I'd like to break through
And hold you endlessly
At times I understand you
And I know how hard you've tried
I've watched while love commands you
And I've watched love pass you by
At times I think we're drifters
Still searching for a friend
A brother or a sister
But then the passion flares again
And sometimes when we touch
The honesty's too much
And I have to close my eyes and hide
I wanna hold you til I die
Til we both break down and cry
I wanna hold you till the fear in me subsides
it's you and me <3
9:04 AM
Monday, August 3, 2009
I am in a bad state right now. Have been ill for more then a week and yet there isn't much recovery happening. Promotion was bad as the target was simply just to high. Emotion seem to be all mixed up. Quarreled with parents, overspent my last month salary and now trying to save up for the big big credit card bill at the end of the month. How bad my life is.
Really appreciate everyone care especially on saturday night. Just not sure trigger it to happen. Life just suck. Remain cheerful does not mean you will be happy always as you might be totally not in the mood to stay alive.
Overslept this morning, 20 mins before my reporting time. Was suppose to wake up at 830 am but I woke up at 920 am. Took a cab to work and spend the very unnecessary money. Sales wasn't fantastic and time just crawl.
it's you and me <3
6:18 AM
