Thursday, October 23, 2008
Home after meeting Amanda and her cousin. It been along time since I met her and everything seem just like how it was when we broke up. I was early, reaching chinatown around 6p.m. as Sheng Long drove me to Bugis where I took a bus to Chinatown. All met up at around 7.05p.m. and accompany them to some isolated shop in a deserted shopping centre to buy something. After buying everything, we left the place for the MRT station. Took a very long time before we decide to have our meal at Hougang. During the train trip, destination for meal seem to change and change. And the final dinner destination was at Soup Restaurant@ Hougang Mall.
Realize that the food had so much MSG till I am feeling very uncomfortable. Think I will be forcing a large volume of water down my throat in a very short moment. Ordered 3 dishes, 1. Samsui Chicken, 2. Baby Kai Lan and 3. Yang Zhou Fried Rice. A simple meal which I think it does not have reach the 2 girl standard. Well, think they are used to have sumptuous feast for most of the meal.
After dinner, 3 of us when to NTUC for shopping. Not me who did the shopping, they are the one who shop around and gotten nothing in the end. I left after they completed their trip to NTUC while they went to enjoy their desert at Gelare (I suppose). Cabbed home as I simply just want to be quiet for the very moment.
Wanted to join Jie Sheng at the pub he is working but many things are waiting for me to complete. Heard that the bought a bottle of martell (his favorite) for the night. Hope he and Jie Ying enjoy the drinking session.
11p.m. and I am not asleep. Simply can't force myself to sleep. All I know that I am feeling very empty now. Worst of all, I do not even know the reason for me to feel it and the things that I have lost which made me feel empty. Emotion is also mix up. Feeling all kind of feeling now. Think I am really kind of too troubled. Project seem to be pilling up and things seem not going smoothly for me. How I wish my guardian angel is just beside me, accompany me, helping me in times of trouble.
Anyway, shop at SIM today. Bought 2 things from there. As for today, nothing happen much in school except the collection of the NP45 party ticket. I suppose it is a party not some talks which will make me sleep! As for my FYP, things are still far from completion and many things are still left undone. Hope everything will get smoothly day after day.
it's you and me <3
7:35 AM
