Thursday, September 11, 2008
Listening to my favorite song while blogging (I have been playing this song over and over again). 无可救药 by 品冠 have been my favorite since I heard of this song (many year ago!). This song have accompany me through so many situation before. Good or bad, this song will be the song played. This song will also be never be miss out from my MUST SING songs when I visit K-Box.
Felt very emotional today. Felt very pissed off for something which I don't really won't mind normally. The word "haha" have been completely strike off from my message today. Argue with my mom in the car and kind of shouted at her. Regret for the action just now. Luckily, she never really put it to heart if not I will really feel bad.
Not really sure what exactly made me felt so moody. Since I am not in any mood to pacify anyone, let me speak what I really want to speak.
I am so mummy boy! So what? Don't have to give me those face when I mention someone will fetch me home. I see no issue with it. If you find that there is big problem with it, TELL ME! (Irene, don't worry I am not talking about you)
Secondly, I don't care what you all think of me. I am WHO I AM and I don't think you all have any right to control me. What I wear, what I do and who I meet does not concern you. Not even my mum have the right to control me. SO WHO ARE U?
Thirdly, I felt that I am doing something no one ever appreciate. Kind of stupid of me to waste my effort and suffering to do something which does not seem to change anything. Felt that smoking have drift some of my friend away. Tried to cut down and yet no one seem to appreciate. Everyone thinks that quitting smoking within a day is possible! I know it is possible but it really something I can do. From 6 sticks in the morning till 1 sticks in the morning; from 16 sticks a day to just 2 sticks a day. All this effort seem to be invisible and never get notice by anyone. It made my moral so low that I think quitting will never change anything back to it original state and quitting is something which people do not even care. I know that whether I smoke or not does not affect YOU but at least, shouldn't you give me the support?
FUCK IT!
Saturday will be the day Nic will be going to be patriotic to the country. 2 years will be how long he will be patriotic to the country. He seem so down that he will be leaving his comfortable lifestyle for a lifestyle which he himself think is a total different way of living. CHEER UP and stay happy okay. When you are bored you can call me and chat! Hope to see you real soon. Especially with your new hair style!
it's you and me <3
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