Thursday, September 18, 2008
Finally I know the real reason why you were late on the very day. Felt so cheated when I heard it. Don't know why I did not get angry despite the fact that you were late for more than an hour and a half on the very day. May be I need your help to help me choose something for my ex-girlfriend (my girlfriend at that time) or simply just fine with the fact that you are late since we know each other for sometime and kind of close.
You know from the very start that I really have no patience and waiting for someone is something I hated to do. You know my impatience will always turn my mood for the worst. You called and apologies to the fact that you will be late. Apologies accepted and everything seem normal.
Now I know how superfical you can be. Going to your guy friend house, walking your guy friend dog till you are one and a half hour late when you know that you will be meeting someone real soon. It really absurb. If you aren't sincere in meeting me, just call me and cancel. No point to meet me to do something which it don't really involve you. You should jolly well cancel it and spend all the time with him. Won't it be a better thing to do?
I am not angry that you are late but I am simply pissed with the fact that you have lied on the reason on why you have late, trying to be sincere in helping and meeting me. You are such a dissapointment and blame myself for being stupid to believe what you have said. Won't give a fuck to what you say and what you do now. Its not my problem right?
it's you and me <3
7:35 AM
