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Sunday, August 31, 2008

Last working day of the month have just over hours ago. Now I am at home, thinking what will it be like working in Jurong Island. Finally I change my wallet with my newly bough wallet (Happy!) as yesterday was not a very good day to change (according to my mum's fengshui book)

Working during this weekend is fun as many bad things seem to disappear. The colleague which I don't really like finally left the counter I am attached to and the target for this 2 days were being HIT!!! Haven't been hitting my target for sometime. I must explain why I don't like the colleague of mine. 

Firstly, she is very active in working (I know that is good!) but, she tend to snatch customer from other people by interrupting and pushing other colleague to buy (IRRITATING RIGHT??)

Secondly, she love to force people to buy things that they do not really need to use. That isn't the way we should be working right? We are there to help people to choose what they need and what they required and not to ask people to buy things that they do not require just because she want to hit her target.

Next, she love to act cute! DISGUSTING! Not trying to be bad, but her face does not really suit the brand! She is simply too SALA to be part of the brand. Not just my opinion, many neighboring colleagues also commented the same way I mention!. 

Next, her makeup does not even look like those makeup a NORMAL beauty adviser put. Her makeup is simply too thick and her choice of color for her eye shadow and her color tone for her foundation is SO DAMN WRONG!

Well, the list just seem to be endless. May be I will just end it with the last point. She just do not know how to work in a team! Her PR skills suck!

Well... lucky that she is out of the counter as I will be at the counter for all the weekend next month. It will be even fun especially there will be another colleague will be there. She is the makeup expert! Working with her, Irene Leong and Lee will be extremely fun. Think that I will be looking forward for every weekend working at RCP!

Anyway, I have started my quit smoking campaign by switching to a lighter cigarette. First by type and next will be by quantity. Wish me luck okay! Going to bath (of course I will wash my hair!) 

Looking forward for the start of the training and the end of the training! 

it's you and me <3
6:37 AM


Friday, August 29, 2008

Just came back. I think the plan will start tomorrow instead of yesterday. Bought myself a Braun Buffel wallet and a laptop casing today. It seem like WOAH as I finally willing to buy myself a Braun Buffel wallet after eyeing it for like 4 years. $103 is how much I pay for the wallet and I simply just love the design. Just take it as a long term investment for my cost saving plan. There is a saying that if your wallet is spoilt and torn, it is bad for your wealth as your luck will be lost through the damage of the wallet. Since I am starting my saving plan, with a wallet in a good condition is critical! And this will be the start of the plan!!!!

As for the laptop case, I bought it at Taka for only $10 as it is on offer. Kind of a good bargain as most of the laptop case with the same thickness of sponge cost about $28 and what more it look presentable and not too ugly. Went to so call exhibition hall to see those sports brands apparel and shoes which are on sales. No much to see as nothing seem to be able to catch my attention. 

Well, happy to say that I did not rot at home today as I met Nic again. The planning was done like 1:54p.m. and the meeting time was 2:45p.m.. Fast right? It was such a impromptu type of planning and it work! Amazing! After shopping at Taka and Centrepoint, we went to Rochor road for soya bean curd. Ordered 2 bowl of cold soya bean curd and 1 fried dough stick. After our snack, we went our own way. I went down to Bedok MRT to wait for my friend and as usual, I have to wait for him. Waited for sometime before he came. Nice time chatting with him while we were on our way to our friend relative wedding. Ate just a few mouthful and sat and chat before we went to Bedok food centre for another round. Got him some fritters and satay for him to try. Kind of happy as I manage to buy something which he have not tried before. OYA, I must mention that he is not local as he is from Philippine. 

After our supper, we walk to the MRT station before we bid each other farewell. Went to Pasir Ris to meet my father as he was there waiting for me. Went to Ang Mo Kio to fetch my sister before coming home. Guess what? I am still hungry after eating so much food and now i am eating my ham sandwich my sis have made for me. 

Try to control your feeling okay but don't blame yourself for what have happen tonight as it is your time of the month! You have already completed almost one and a half years in your course and you are doing well. I know that to you your grades are bad, but compare yours with others, you are doing fine. Just cool down and take care bah

it's you and me <3
7:54 AM


Thursday, August 28, 2008

Woke up at 12:15p.m. today. Manage to have a 12 hours of sleep!  :) Just love my lifestyle now. Sleep early and wake up late! Think this few day will be the pay back time for the sleeping hours I have lost in the past 24 weeks. 

Think I will be in front of the computer screen till 4:30p.m. before I start changing for tonight dinner. Starting to love MAC's programs, their Itunes, their Safari and quicktime seem to be the most frequent program i am using now. Can't wait to try their Imovie as many people commented that it is very user friendly and a very powerful software for doing editing. Have been using window movie maker to do video editing till very piss! Adobe Premier seem to be better but it is expensive! 

Had chicken rice for lunch and I find that the stall's roast chicken taste far better than its steam chicken. No matter what, the stall's chili is the best. I have been eating chickens and duck so often that I am kind of sick of it now. Ate chicken rice for lunch on monday, roast duck rice for dinner on tuesday, Duck porridge for lunch and bbq chicken for dinner on wednesday. Ate chicken for dinner yesterday and chicken rice for lunch today. Protein overloading! No wonder my pee is so yellowish! 

Haven't decide on what will be wearing tonight and I think I will do the last minute planning just a minute before i go and bath! 

May be I will be leaving the house earlier to meet my friend for the sake of killing time. Both of us seem to be too bored at home!

it's you and me <3
10:19 PM


I am so sorry that i simply just do not want you to bother me at this very moment. Nice to know you as a friend and i do not think i am really ready for any relationship. Not even those crush on you type of relationship. 

Let not talk about all this stuff. I just wish to declare that i am broke! Alvin is going to start his cost cutting plan very soon. The cost cutting plan includes kicking of taxi habit, eat economically, not to buy thing(s) that is not practical and to do research on the price of everything i buy in future. Keeping all my card soon as the figure reflected in my bills seem to getting more! $356 was been spent last month. Not exactly $356 as another bill have not arrive yet. I think this month I will be broke as I have not much money left to foot the bills. 

From next week onward, my time spend at home will be extremely short as I need to leave my home at 9:45 am for Chinese Garden MRT station to take the chartered bus to CPTC. I will leave CPTC at 8: 15p.m. and most likely be home at around 10p.m. And this is going to last for about 5 weeks. However, the first 3 days of next week will be kind of better as we have to report at Chinese Garden at 8: 15a.m. and will leave CPTC at 5:15p.m. Think i will not be able to carry out anymore tuition for the next few weeks as my timing does not seem to be very teenage friendly. 

I am currently using safari and it seem to be very user friendly. Nice layout and the color type seem to be more interesting. Love the metallic color theme for the top of the window. Wish to have an APPLE computer or Laptop but it seem like it is not going to be fulfill within this few years. 

My teeth is still giving me kind of problem. Really hope it will be okay by tomorrow night in order for me to enjoy the dinner. The apple my mum cut for me have to be chopped before I start eating it. Having a hard time to find snacks for me to munch when I am hungry. Took a very long time to find before I decide to cook myself a soft boiled egg. What made it worst was the egg I have boiled is not really very well cooked as most of the fluid I drink was kind of transparent. 

My whole body is rotting now as I am really bored at home. Too tired to think of what activity I should carry out to get myself more alive at home! Tomorrow morning will be as boring as usual as I will be counting for the evening time to come. 

Recently I have been thinking on what I exactly really wish to be in future. Have the thought that Chemical Engineering will never be the course as chemistry was never my favorite and neither do I wish to study Chemistry in detail. It such a profound subject which I really can't imagine myself mastering it. Will mechanical engineering be boring? Or should I major environmental science? Really wonder what type of job will I be working in future. Sales? Maybe.

it's you and me <3
5:03 AM


Wednesday, August 27, 2008

Finally i have the chance to blog again and this will be a very very very long post. Been almost 1 week since i have blog. I manage to complete my report and finish my presentation on time!



Went to school on friday to submit my 5 thousand words report (kind of proud of my work as I really can't imagine that i am able to write so many thing within 2-3 days!). It was kind of stupid as I travelled almost an hour and forty five minutes just to go school to submit the report. Spend 3 minutes in school (That all!) before i headed to town to meet Phoebe for a show. Took a cab down as I was kind of late. $9.50 damage was being done! Damn it! Went to Delifrance to drink coffee before we head down to Cine to watch Money Not Enough 2. Nice show as it is especially very local. Teared when the touching scenes were being shown (the old age old scene, the burning of the paper charm, the argument between the brother over the blood and lastly the sacrifice the grandmother made).



Met Daren and Stella after the movie to cab down to ShangriLa for our farewell dinner. Cab was difficult to hire at that very moment as it was raining heavily. Called Nora for help and soon, we got a ride on our engineer car. Nora was simply fantastic in planning. The farewell dinner was being postpone from the last day of our attachment as one of the person have some personal issues to settle. Dinner was great as there were large variety of dishes of different cuisines to choose from. We spend more than 3 hour there, trying to wipe out all the food that is available! Something which i don't really like was the orange lighting which made me feel so sleepy after all the food I have eaten. Didn't really eat that much as I was having headache but ate like 4 Oyster (Tabasco and Lemon!!!), 2 baby lobsters, Danish Blue Cheese (hmmm.. It tasted too rich for me!), 2 other cheese from Italy (Not bad!), Sashimi, pasta and the list just continue! After dinner, we took a few picture before we say good bye.



Asanul (the driver cum engineer) was planning to go to airport to meet his friend and me suggested to Hwee Ching that we go to Airport Harry's Bar to drink. She was kind of reluctant as she was complaining about the brightness at the bar but she gave in (Smile!). Sui Fang wanted to go home as she was simply too full for any more drinking session. However, the plan was being change once we step into the car. We all decided to head down to Sempang Bedok for a drink. And we all went all the way to Bedok to drink. We arrive at about 11pm and we left at 3:30 am. Drink, Gossip, Smoke and Bitching around was what we did the whole 4 hours. I was suppose to start my presentation once i reach home but i didn't as i gave in to the temptation to sleep!



Work on Saturday and Sunday despite the fact that my presentation was on monday. Rush the presentation after work and work till wee hour before i sleep. However, I manage to do up a presentable presentation for my presentation on Monday. Wore formal and carried a laptop bag to school instead of my normal T-shirt, jeans and my Sling Bag. Look kind of an insurance agent trying to go around estates to cheat aunty to buy some useless policies. The clanking sound my shoes produces when the heels hit the floor compliment with my look! And my friend was asking about my BMW (something which i really wish to have!).



Met Nic on tuesday and he accompany me for my dental before we went down to Chinatown for lunch. My dentist was complaining on how long i have skip my dental session and was saying that the last time i met her, she was pregnant and now, her baby is already 4 months old. A thicker wire was being installed and the braces is causing my food intake to be reduce as the intense pain my braces cause when i chew on my food. First time both of us eat hawker food together as Nic is SPOILT and HIGH MAINTENANCE! After lunch, we head down to Liang Court's Kino to browse some books before we decided to go to Centre Point to see Sun glass and Wallet. Last minute plan was being made and we decided to try the fish spa. Went down to Marina Square and we decided not to go for it as it was EXPENSIVE! Went to watch the movie 12 Lotus and we played bowling while waiting for the show time. Hated the bowling lanes in Marina Square as i didn't manage to have any strike! Damn It! The show 12 Lotus was even worst. The storyline wasn't really very establish but the song was nice. Went home after the movie.



Had a briefing yesterday for the CPTC training which will commence on the coming monday. Ended at 4 pm. Sheng Long, Chun Rong and I went down to town first while Jia Jun went home to change before meeting us in town later. I went down to Centrepoint to visit my colleagues and Rui Ting while Sheng Long and Chun Rong went to Singtel to look at IPhone. Was kind of pissed with Rui Ting in the afternoon for some stupid mistakes she have committed but I am okay now. Sorry if i am too harsh with my words. Waited for one of my colleague and went to the MRT station together. Finally, we have a Marshmallow gathering again. Sam and Phoebe made their last minute decision on meeting us. Went to Clarke Quay for dinner before we head down to Crazy Elephant for a drink. Initially wanted clubbing but plan was change. I think everyone dress like underage kids as we were being asked for our identity card. The host seem shock as me and Sheng Long ordered Flaming Lambo each while Jia Jun have Voldka Redbull and Sam have Sprite Rum. We also ordered Tequila Sprite, Tiger Jug and Bourbon Coke to share among the Marshmallow. Spend alot of precious time together as it have been sometime since we met up. Kind of vandalise the table with Phoebe's correction fluid. Will post the picture once Jia Jun send to me.



And for today, I have just 1 word to describe it. BORING! Wanted to go to Pulau Ubin to camp tonight but the high maintenance kid made me excited for nothing as he was like kind of okay with it INITIALLY! Will be having a malay wedding dinner tomorrow at Bedok. Kind of excited as this is the first malay wedding i am going to attend!!



Anyway, the pictures taken at Chew ling's birthday chalet is out!

























Me and the Birthday Girl!!!





















Me and Ah Ong, The Da Jie Da of CP




























Me and Ah Leong!! She was complaining that she does not look good in any of the picture taken that day!






















Group photo!! Almost all the Cp turn up for her BDAY. Hope she will be touched!


Just to tell you that I have recovered and really appreciate your concern. And you ought to take care of yourself too, especially you will be going for your trip soon. Time for your to pop some multi vitamin pills to build up your immune system if possible, sleep early okay. Hope you will take care and enjoy your trip bah!

it's you and me <3
10:12 PM


Tuesday, August 19, 2008

Finally i am blogging again. Thing start to change in my life this few days and yet... I still don't think i am able to move on. I am sorry that i really do not think that i am ready for another relationship when i can't even forget my past. Sorry....

Met up with Nick today as he was so free than he can help me edit my report. Thank Nick! He help me crap 500 over words for my report and help me edit what i have written. Now i know how nice it is to have someone to check and edit your work.

Went to TCC again. Went there last thursday and today we go again. Spend about 5 hours in the airport, trying to get my stupid report done. Draw up a few diagram which i plan to transfer to the computer tomorrow. Still have abit left and i plan to finish it tomorrow before i send it for printing. Having a BBQ at Chew Ling chalet tomorrow and hope it will be fun.

Met up with Rui Ting today to talk about some stuff and accompany her to buy some makeup. After chatting with her, it make me realise that i have not gotten things out of my mind. I though i have gotten over it and well, it just seem to flood my mind again. Feeling emo now... I just want to be alone for the time being....

Walking home and carrying a fucking big and heavy laptop was damn tiring. Fell on the ground!!! lucky not much damage is being done. Curse the curb!

it's you and me <3
7:45 AM


Friday, August 15, 2008

Today is the end of my 24 weeks of attachment. Kind of sad that we are leaving the place that we are getting comfortable with all the care and concern being showered on us. The place where we made many of friends and learn important and valuable knowledge and skills.

Life still must move on right? So what we are looking forward is the day after the presentation, meaning that it will be the real break from work and assignments. Next week will be a week for me to rush my presentation and report. 2000 more words to add and slides to be done from scratch! Wish me all the luck and give me all the support okay?

Feel like going on a holiday during this 2 weeks. Next week will be out for sure as on the 20th i have a birthday BBQ to attend, 21st might need to replace Rui ting to work and 22nd I have the farewell which was postpone from today to attend. The week after next will be kind of tight as well. On 25th i will have my presentation, 26th i will have my dental appointment (finally... Have been postponing for almost 6 month!), 27th i have to attend a briefing for the training on Jurong Island which commence on the 1st of September) and on 29th of August, I will attend a wedding dinner at night. After cancelling those date from the calender, I only left 18, 19and 28. 18 and 19 are out as i need to rush all my report and presentation and the only day left will 28th of September. 1 day trip to Batam sound cool or 1 day tour Malacca will be fine as well! But i really will not mind going out for a drink except I am kind of broke.

Will post pictures I have taken during my last day of attachment. Taken pictures with everyone who receive our photo, message and chocolate. Cam whored the whole day, running about the whole company compound just to do the final administrative work. Did not paginate much book today and felt kind of bad as we left some files done halfway. Sorry!

Went for coffee after work with one of the engineer and kind of gossip about things that happen in the office. Took train from Simei to Tampines where i took 27 back to Seng Kang. Guess what? I met my best friend (Aaron) on the bus. Chat with him for a while before proceeding home. Now i am packing my bag for a chalet which was kind of last minute!!! Hope i will enjoy myself!

it's you and me <3
5:25 AM


Tuesday, August 12, 2008

Tired! Have a bad night sleep yesterday. Keep waking up through out the night. My eye lids is going to be officially shut soon! Yawning will be the activity which will keep me occupied till i fall asleep.

Fuck, the blood return. This time my mucus is so thick and viscous. My mucus is brown in color (most prob is from the cigarette i smoke) and blood. May be i am too heaty as the medicine work on me. Went to the clinic and got some medicine to thin my mucus from my GOD-Mother. Yes! She is back, but only for 2 days only. Miss her (her person!) and her Nagging.

Working remain as boring as usual but lunch time was great. Went out to eat again! This time, we went all the way to Arena Country Club for a good lunch treat at Tunk Lok by one of our engineer, Charles! Ordered tim sum shuch as Siew Mai, Hakkau, Xiao Long Bao, Chao Shao Bao and main dish such as cold dish (bbq pork, duck, chicken and jelly fish), Steam chicken, yam ring, vegetables and somemore yummy food! Kind of expensive lunch as it total up to $175++ before a deduction of $25 (Charles have a $25 voucher). The service at Tunk Lok was great as the waiter and waitress are very alert and attentive. They will initiate to change your plates and bowl, help in pouring tea and explain the sause which were serve together with the main dishes.

I have not being smoking during lunch time for the past 2 days and thus time after lunch time was slow. Very slow. Pay back time was set at 3 pm but i went at 315pm today. Have not been meeting Jef for awhile. I message him and ask him to smoke and i realise that he is at another area. DAMN IT! and therefore, the poor boy me have to smoke alone!

3 more days to friday, 3 more days to the end of our 24 month attachment! Don't really bear to leave the place but we know that we have to move on! So hope we will have a nice time on friday!

it's you and me <3
4:51 AM


Monday, August 11, 2008

Last week of attachment have just arrive. The start of monday was great as everyone is hyperactive at work. Got very lame in the morning, talking cold jokes which the rest gave me the very DIAOZ face. Played with helium,the gas which people pump into balloon to make it float. Each of us suck the helium with our mouth and we started talking with a squeaky voice. It sounded so funny that everyone burst into laughter.

Lunch time was great!!! Went to Fish n Co and ate the grilled salmon. Blame on the bad diarrhoea I have today. Without it i will have enjoy my meal totally. And because of it, I kept on running in and out of the toilet till my ass is in the state of numbness. Too much abrasion created by the toilet paper and my ass.

Time slows down as we started working after lunch. Every number we fill in, our eyelid drop by a centimeter. Almost fell alseep even before teabreak. Lunch without smoking is not a complete meal. Topped up my nicotine level during tea break before i started counting down to knocking off time. My supervisor send me to Kovan where i took a bus home. Miss taking a bus. Too bad i can't listen to my mp3 today as i forget to bring my earpeice along. Freak!


Yesterday was kind of moody day for me. Help a guy do concealing on his wound with my lousy skills. As a guy, i will tell people that the wound is not painful even if it hurt me alot. SO when the person tell me that the it will not hurt when i touch it, i was like "YOU SURE?!" I still help me conceal and tear just filled my eye. I really almost cry infront of him as i feel very bad touching his wound. Anyway, yesterday i wasn't feeling that well asmy hand is kind of shaking due to the medication i take. Sales was bad and the new girl was terrible and this result in a very bad day for me. CURSE the girl who can't even use her brain before she talk. Her sweet talk was gross and her attitude simply just suck. I am not the only one who say that! Still got people say her have NO IMAGE!

4 more day to go before attachment ends. Tomorrow and wednessday lunch will be eating out again and friday dinner is set! Wonder are they really planing to go clubbing after the dinner...

it's you and me <3
6:18 AM


Saturday, August 9, 2008

Sian. Finish up load my picture and rearrange it. Nothing else for me to do. Kind of hungry now. Ate half bowl of porridge and one egg tart for dinner. My digusting bowl of porridge was eaten at around 5pm and the egg tart was eaten at around 1130pm when i reach home.

As usual, cabbed home. $15.40 fly out from my pocket. SObX But what to do, just hate the feeling to be alone in a crowded place. I rather spend that money to be alone than to have the feeling. I just do not like to be alone. Useless right? I know i am. I just love have attention on me. I just want people to notice me. That all i want.

My condition seem to be better. The medicine is working. So somehow a stone is lifted of my heart... Won't mind any illness except TB and other long term diseas which cannot be cured. Hope everything will be fine by the time i finish the medicine. Praying hard

Ate my cocktail (my medcine) and trying to sleep. But my hungry stomach lead me to do something. I ask my dad to cook noodle for me. Yes at 1235 I ordered my noodle and now he is calling me to eat.

Going to eat my noodle now. CYA

it's you and me <3
9:30 AM


Another post to add on the pictre i have taken while doing my part time job and my monday to friday job ! I am really computer idiot as it take me a long time to arrange the caption! any blogging class i can attend???






















Me and Irene Leong (Ah Leong!) She is the one who always pinch me and bully me. But i am the stupid one who still let her pinch me and bully me! She is a fun girl. Not very old, 3 year older than me, same age as my sister. Pretty right????
























Ahleong, Qiu Ling (my secondary school mate!) and me. Trying to be ZI LIAN!























Me in my coverall! Look like some GUGU person right?? haha Like this pict as i finally can see the color on my hair!

it's you and me <3
9:20 AM


Thank for your concern. I am really lost of words at that very moment when i receive your sms.

Had kind of a good time working today. Did a total of 1500 dollar but i gave Joanne 400 dollar for her to hit her target. So both of us hit our individual target =) Time flies very fast as i am busying messaging my new friend NICK! He is a fun and lame fellow (hope you won't mind me saying this!). I also exchange number with another clique guy. 2 new friend for me!

Just receive the picture we (Stella, Alvin,Daren) have taken during our cam whoring session while we had our 3 day orentation training last month! Not much but had a fun time at the colorful staircase of our company training room!

























ROAD BLOCK! Don't try to mess with us by trying to cross over!























ACTING COOL! Realise that our clothing contrast with the wall color























ROAR! Reaching for U!



it's you and me <3
9:04 AM


Thursday, August 7, 2008

A great friday today! No work, no pagination, do not need to wake up even before the sun rises and reach home after the sunset! It is just a good day for me to enjoy my sleep, do all my unnecessary stuff. As for my report, I have decided to postpone my work plan to next week. Went for plant visit to the Bio-tech facilities and was totally amaze with the machines and system they use. The plant is totally different from the plant i am working in. The facilities there are even more advance. Sensor door, automated transferring monorails are 2 of the many things that is state of art technology. The inspection of the drug seem to be tedious as each inspector have to identify whether each drug have any problem. They have listed 54 type of problem which the inspector have the chekc whether the drug have any of the 54 problem before it can be release.

Next week will be the last week of attachment. 24 weeks seem fast! Learn so much things till i do not know which of the things i should include in my presentation and report. For me, many event also have occurred in the 24 weeks. So many till I am so sick of so many thing.

As for my sickness, thing got more complicated. Damn it! My mucus is now bloody. It freak me out when i saw my mucus is completely red when i spit it out when i was bathing. Initially i though it will be over after 1 night of good sleep. But the condition just continue. Went to see the doc after a short session of window shopping with Hwee Zhen. After waiting a very long time, i finally see the doctor. He wasn't sure what is the actual cause of the illness. He told me that most likely I have chronic bronchitis and i was prescribe with bronchitis medicine. BUT if it does not work, most likely i have tuberculosis but he said that it is unlikely. Both the word chronic and tuberculosis have scared me till i am kind of lost. Even i always mention that i will not mind dieing early, but i do not want to die of illness. Just let me die without suffering will be better. I will try not to smoke on this weekend as the doctor have advice me to stop smoking as it will worsen my condition.

Yesterday it had rain heavily. Took Asanul car to Tampinese with Hwee Zhen. My shoe was fully submerge into the puddle of water when i step out of the car. THE FIRST step had already wet my shoes and sock. Hwee Zhen and I was fully drench by the rain and we decided to walk under the rain to Tampinese Mall. Accompany her to chose perfume scent and recommended her some perfume brands. Took almost an hour before we decided to go home.

Yesterday I had my dinner at 10 O'clock with my mum as my mum was doing some household chore and let my sister sleep first. Had a very filling dinner as the rice was damn lot. Went to have my bath before taking my medicine. One of the medicne was soooo better than i drank another cup of water to remove the bitterness in my mouth YUCK!

it's you and me <3
11:21 PM


Tuesday, August 5, 2008

Finally the picture is here! Spend alot of time trying to load and rearrange the picture into a better order! so sit back and relax!






















Me and Shikin (my 8-5 Sayang!) Taken when we were smoking outside the hotel lobby before the dinner start!

Trying to take from high angle so as not to show the high difference between me and sui fang ! She is really very tall and what make me most angry bout her is that she like to wear heels!!!















Me and Janice! Seem like it is a new year celebration instead of some company dinner! I look so KIDDISH in this picture!

SQUEEZED! Can you locate the ROTI PRATA???























Me trying to act sweet by feeding my sayang her favourite watermelon. Have lots of NG before this photo is finally taken...















Kung Fu Panda! Anyboday want kung fu fighting??























She is Nora! Damn cool lady. You can hear her voice even you can see her.














The young teaching the old on how to play the piano! Her hand is being force onto the piano as she was forced to take this pose with me!! Haha




















Me and Daren trying to act chinese... The making of Shanghai Tang






















Me and Hwee Zhen on the sofa which is damn uncomfortable for eating but extreme comfortable for stoning and photo shooting!


















Braces boy and Emman trying to make sure no flags is hanging on the our teeth before he go out of the restaurant for second round of camwhoring
























She is so arragont! I am trying to act dao so to blend into this picture! Part 1 of Shanghai Tang

























Actually, she is the leader of some underground sect!






















Here come the male lead! Don't play with us okay! The arrogant couple and the kunfu PANDAS!





















When the story changes, I will be the lead and i am protected by 2 ErMei Sect member!






















As the lead, I must always have at least woman for me to hug!




















End of story!





















Me, Hwee Zhen and daren taking the picture beside the glass swimming pool. The swimming pool have amaze the engineer with the thickness of the glass it is use to built.




















Trying to act cool by not smilling.. haha.... LIKE THIS PICTURE!























The 3 musketeer and their supervisor! My hand was at that position for posing, not to emphasis something which is in between my 2 hand!

Finally the MPP2 project team group photo is here!


it's you and me <3
4:59 AM


Sunday, August 3, 2008

Seem like i am terminally ill! It have been 1 week since it first happen and I have seen my company nurse for several times and gotten whole lots of medicine and pills! 12 packets of medicine I have taken during the last week. Seen a doctor on friday as I took a MC for the very day as i am simply too sick to work. Felt very bad as Darren seem to have gotten the illness from me.

Just finish work at Centre-Point. Been a long time since i hit my counter target. No motivation to push sales, no motivation to work. Lady luck have not been visiting me. My unlucky july have just ended and hope my august will be a better month for me.

Up date for last week:
  1. Company dinner was cool and taken whole lots of pictures! Picture will be uploaded soon! i have not gotten the picture from office yet.
  2. I was on MC on friday but manage to ask my colleague to help me buy garlic toast from meiji sales. It taste so very delicious! (heard that few of my my colleagueS spend more than 70 dollar!)
  3. Drag myself to work!
  4. Made my counter manager angry
  5. Had a very bad day at work as my whole body is aching like fuck
  6. Had a very bad day at work as I have no sales!
  7. Had a even bad day at work as my cigarette seem to taste weird!
  8. Drank home made Singapore Sling on saturday night and it taste....
  9. Had a conference call on saturday night which i looses my temper (Sorry!)
  10. Drag myself to work as i have no money to take cab this month!
  11. Bought a new pack of cigarette and i am enjoying every puff of it!
  12. Had a fun time chatting at work, being bitten as well!
  13. Happy that i manage to hit the target! (Proud!)

Life will resume back to normal and things will get better, I believe i can do it!. Let just hope.

Read from your blog that you are still so busy and your sleeping time seem to be irregular. Try your best to sleep early and rest well okay! Good luck for your interview and take care!


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5:52 AM


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