Tuesday, July 15, 2008
Have been yawning since i step out of my house early in the morning, luckily my father fetch me to Jurong East Interchange for me to take my company transport to work. Initially he wanted to send me straight to my company as he was afraid that he will not be able to reach Jurong East on time. After some physco session from me, he decided to let me alight at Jurong East before sending my sister to her office. The reason why I physco my dad was I need to smoke! It seem to be part of my morning habit. 1 stick for the journey from my house to the LRT station and 1 stick while waiting for Daren.
Have not been sleeping for the past few days. 2-3 hours average but luckily I manage to sleep at least 4 hours for yesterday sleep (FINALLY). But I am still feeling weak. Just went to the clinic after my tuition session with my cousin and gotten 1 day MC. Viral fever was the main culprit. What a time for the stupid virus to infect me. Curse IT.
1 month before attachment end and I start to count down the hours before the time to knock off as i was simply being BORED by the job. Stamping tons of documents and guess what! Today I manage to stamp 8 files (They are mainly files of a small system). Made lemonade at work, 5 teaspoon of sugar and 1 big lemon. Yum Yum! Something caught my eye in the pantry today, a glass bottle of Nescafe GOLD was there. The coffee is really taste and smell heavenly as compare to the Nescafe classic. It is also very smooth! Of course it is not the best coffee in the world, but it is 1 of the few best coffee you can drink without having to pay that high price as compare to some exclusive type of coffee. My sister went to Vietnam and bought back 2 bag of coffee (Blue mountain coffee) wonder the coffee seed really grows on blue mountain (Sydney) of some mountain which they just call it Blue.
More things are coming up and I am looking forward to it, Company will be having a dinner at Changi village hotel on 30th July. We will be there directly after work and I think the journey there will be a extreme long one. We are situated at the EXTREME WEST of Singapore and the dinner will be held at the EXTREME EAST. Luckily Nora (the project administrator) manage to help us arrange transportation by allocating seat on our colleagues car, the arrangement also covers the the return journey back to the passenger's home. Initially many people do not wish to turn up as it is really out of place. Furthermore, the dinner will be held on wednessday and thursday will still be another normal working day(can you imagine how the office will be like on the day after the dinner?).
Felt so empty. Trying to arrange alot of activities to keep me busy. Recently fall in love with this old song from the Westlife which they had sang many years ago (long before they started to sing jazz music!). Well, it really say most of the thing which i really want her to know. Feeling so weird when ever i mention that you are now my friend. It feel so weird when we have to adapt the way how we talk. I think i am living in memories but never in reality. Whatever the case is, amanda, the song Queen Of My Heart will be delicated to you!
Queen Of My Heart
So here we stand
In our secret place
With a sound of the crowd
So far away
And you take my hand
And it feels like home
We both understand
It's where we belong
So how do I say?
Do I say goodbye?
We both have our dreams
We both wanna fly
So let's take tonight
To carry us through
The lonely times
I'll always look back
As I walk away
This memory
Will last for eternity
And all of our tears
Will be lost in the rain
When I've found my way
Back to your arms again
But until that day
You know you are
The queen of my heart
Queen of my heart
So let's take tonight
And never let go
While dancing we'll kiss
Like there's no tomorrow
As the stars sparkle down
Like a diamond ring
I'll treasure this moment
Till we meet again
But no matter how far(Matter how far)
Or where you may be(Where you may be)
I just close my eyes(I just close my eyes)
And you're in my dreams
And there you will be
Until we meet
I'll always look back
As I walk away
This memory
Will last for eternity
And all of our tears
Will be lost in the rain
When I've found my way
Back to your arms again
But until that day
You know you are
The queen of my heart
Queen of my heart
I'll always look back
As I walk away
This memory
Will last for eternity
And all of our tears
Will be lost in the rain
When I've found my way
Back to your arms again
But until that day
You know you are
The queen of my heart
Oh yeah
You're the
Queen of my heart(Of my heart)
No matter
How many years it takes(Queen of my heart)
I'll give it all to you
Oh yeah(Queen of my heart)
Oh yes you are
The queen of my heart
My arm will always be wide open, waiting you to come back. Even if the wait will be long, I am willing to wait for you. If you haven't forget that i ever told you that that the feeling for you is alreayd 无可救药 and I haven't find the rememdy for it yet and i do not think it will happen so soon.
it's you and me <3
7:34 AM
