Sunday, July 13, 2008
Decision was made and it was that we just remain as friend. Well, I really have nothing to say much except that i really hate the ending of this relationship. Well let hope the next one will be a better one (that will kind of difficult) and hope cupid will have the most accurate shot and don't make the relationship like this!
Yesterday chat with my new friend (my ex girlfriend) and ask her a very sensitive question. Sorry girl I didn't really want to disappoint you again but I think I have just done it. It is just too much of coincidence which led me to the very conclusion. Hope you really understand. Sad to hear that you have been staying up very late just to complete your never ending projects and yet have to face project mate like cow cow. Poor girl, learn to take thing easy okay?
Yesterday went for a indian dinner with my colleague. Honestly, i realise that all the indian food taste the same (no offence!) but all the curry taste identical except the meat is totally different. Desert was most memorable. The desert taste so SWEET. It is really sweet that after you take 1 mouth of the desert, you face will shrink by the intense sweetness gushing into your oesophagus.
Dinner was short and hence few of us (Hwee Ching, Kai Xin & her Boyfriend, Stella and ME) went to clarke quay for a walk, enjoy the night scenery before settling at a place (PUB? LOUNGE?) for a drink. I order flaming Lamborghini and it was my very first time. Luckily after 1 short I am still alive and consious. Left Clarke Quay at around 1030 for home. Went home with Hwee Ching as both of us belong to the east. On the journey, we just talk alot till I alight from the bus. We took MRT to Hougang Station to take 27 home.
I am feeling so lost and tired now. My world is turning grey and colours seem to be absent from my world now. Rainbow in my world will only be from my memories. When the god will send me a guardian angel?
it's you and me <3
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