Wednesday, May 7, 2008
Today was tiring, other than cleaning the reactor hall, solvent and process manifolds for the arrival of one very important staff from the company HQ in New Jersey. However, the worst was trying not to let my personal feeling affect my work as i realise that this industrial attachment grade is going to have a very big effect to my accumulative GPA which i am trying to maintain/ improve in order to go into Chemical Engineering in NUS (heard that their cut off point for C.E.is 3.80).
I am really useless in giving surprises as it always turn out to be disaster instead of a happy ending. Sometime i just feel that i should not even try to give any surprise to anyone. Yesterday, I met my girlfriend after her lesson to send her home. As usual, she will not want me to alight with her as she want me to take the bus home (the bus passes my house too). Though of giving her a surprise by alighting the bus shortly after she alight in order not to let her know that i am alighting the same bus stop as she does.
Carried out the plan and it was almost perfect as she was walking straight without realising that i am right behind her. But the disaster came straight after i pat on her shoulder. Because of the pat, she missed a step and fell. She fell on her knee and the worst thing was that her Laptop was being slam on to the floor. At that instant, i was shocked, worried and started to regret. Ask her whether she was hurt while i was helping her up and trying to pick her laptop up. She was so angry that she do not want me to send her home from the bus-stop to her home.
Another thing which made her angry was i send her a message which was suppose to be send to her friend (My dear used it to contact me as her hp battery was flat).
Read her blog during lunch which have totally spoilt my appetite after realising that she still doubt about me and she think that all the upset i have caused was a way to redeem what she have owe me in the previous life.
Trust me, when you read such a paragrph, you will really feel like...... I really do not how to say. My day was spoilt, my mood was dampen
it's you and me <3
5:47 AM
