Friday, May 9, 2008
The time now is 3:02 am, 10 May 2008, and now i am at Samantha house. The overnight event was being planned for the sake of all the mahjong addicts which simply can't live without their hand touching the mahjong tiles.
Sheng Long (previously known as JINX!) drove his rented Hyundai Matrix to Sam house after his meeting with his friend. This is really the first time i saw him driving and was kind of scared when i seat on his car. It was not because that i do not trust his driving, but his way of holding the steering wheel scared me till i almost want to alight the car. 1 hand controlling the steering wheel while the other hand was supporting his head. My father, an experience driver, did not even dare to do this especially travelling on an unfamiliar road. But what ever it is, i am back at Sam's house after going to Geylang for durian and Loyang Tua Pek Kong for praying. Thanks Pal.
Kind of tired now but as usual, i am unable to sleep. Think that i am going to be awake the whole night till the very next morning. Go back home, bath and i will be off to my dreamland.
Have a short chat with my girlfriend early today and felt relieve as her mood seem to improve; from her very down mood to a much pleasant mood now. Sometime i just feel that our relationship seem to be like a small boat. Easily affected by many factors, facing many challenges and progressing slowly. However i am comfortable with it, definitely not comfortable with all the arguement and disagreement but just love the feeling when we are together, love the slow progress of our relationship, love her companion.
Dear, i know that sometime you feel that we do not understand each other needs, feelings and thoughts. I know that time is no longer the factor of this problem and the problem really lies with us. Something i really have to point out, our mood swings seem to get from bad to worst and everytime when we look at the problem with our not so pleasant mood, all the negative thoughts seem to appear in our mind. And everytime we talk about the problem, we tend to act to forget the issues and conitnue with our daily lives. Dear can we talk about our problem instead of trying to push it one side. I know i love to do it but i have realise that it is totally unhealthy for our relationship. So whenever we have a problem, we look it when our mood is more pleasant and we will talk about the problem okay?
it's you and me <3
12:01 PM
