Friday, May 30, 2008
Finally weekend is just hours away. Today is Friday and few thing happen to me today. Still continue to feel sick and restless. Felt kind of giddy and had the floating feel which was extremely discomfortable. My office have a practise which they will celebrate all the staff birthday for every specific month and today it was a celebration for baby born in May. 4 people from my office is born in May and cheers to the Gemini baby. 2 big cake without candles was in front of us, tempting me from every angle i look at it. As usual after the birthday song, we cut the cake. Cake and card is the thing that i always look forward during my birthday.
8am i step into the office, after safety roll out, birthday celebration and breakfast it was already 9:45am. When out to smoke with my smoking partner and called my girlfriend. She was moody since in the morning. The conversation got worst as we start to misunderstood each other. For all i know was that my tone change. My mood change as well and lucky nothing irritate me today.
Was helping my mentor to check some information from a very thick files. She ask me to start than she repeat again. And i started to read very fast and goes from 1 equipment to another. From than on, she did not really ask me to do much thing as she knows that my mood was kind of terrible as i started to shout whenever i was being hit by some instruments that was protruding, getting in my way and any equipment which is not very cooperative with me. Poor mentor of mine, having to listen to vulgarity the whole day long. Sorry.
The day just pass quickly and soon it was 430 and everyone was leaving the company. Guess what? Today is friday and i was having a going home late mood, guess which route i took after i left the company gate? I took the bus to Jurong East to take the train home. Yes is HOME as everyone seem busy and blame on me as i was too last minute. Now rotting at home doing nothing, staring at the computer and the screen stare at me too.
Tomorrow i am going to work again and hope my mood will improve before i start to piss my colleague off again. But most importantly, i really wish that the misunderstanding between me and my girlfriend can be ressolve. Hate the feeling when there is any misunderstanding and especially it involve your love one. Few of my collegue ask me why i was moody and i told them what had happen. After listening to what they advise me, i just start to wonder whether what i have done was right?
Guess what i really wish now? My wish now it to hear my girlfriend voice and to chat with her.
it's you and me <3
5:04 AM
