Tuesday, April 22, 2008
What a day! Feel like sleeping the whole day as i didn't really have a very good sleep yesterday night. Have a very weird yet bad nightmare for me. Dream of me going to a fortune-teller (don't know why i am there either!) and wanted my future to be read (of course! if not what else can i ask?!). The scariest scene (which i will never ever want it to happen on me!) appear in front of me.
Guess what?! I was walking alone with nobody beside me and at the very next moment, i saw familiar couples walking pass me. Every pair seem to be very happy and feel very bliss, BUT i am alone walking the never ending road which seem to lead to no where. Awoken by the lame nightmare, i just sat on my bed, pondering on one of the question my girlfriend ask.
The question was: What will i do if she (my girlfriend)
BREAK-UP with me!
Hated this type of question and yet it kept me thinking. After thinking for a very long time, i came up with a long answer. The first thing i will do is to ask her whether it is a joke. If she answered that it is not a joke then i will definitely cry! Follow by a week of foul mood (might even be longer!) After a week (if i only have 1 week of foul mood!), it is time for my emo self to appear. The emo mode will set me thinking, reflecting and even regretting. After thinking i may even ask for a patch. In any way, i will try to salvage the relationship if it is really possible. If it is not going to work out, then i will have to give up as well. After giving up, the rest will be ... . Too much for me and too late for me to think as by the time i finish thinking the first part, it is already 520am.
Nothing much happen to me except me stepping on the rodent trap. I step on the glue which was tough to remove. Anyway, I finally learn how to use the electronic cigarette lighter. I was kind of slow, trying to light despite the lighter is not hot. As usual, i was being laughed by my colleague.
Looking forward for tomorrow class outing (if it is really finalise!)
it's you and me <3
4:37 AM
