Wednesday, April 2, 2008
home home home... or home sweet home.... sweet is not the word i am going to use it now.... my home aren't sweet now... noisy... and unhappy noise is always being heard......
sick of it... but what can i do? dun feel like coming home at time... but no matter what... it is still my home right? hmm .... but thing seem getting better (which i really hope!) they went out together... but it seem like my mum become more angry with my dad for spending on his car tyres... hmmm well.. not standing on either side... cause my father tyres aren't old and worn off.... yet the way my mum say till tyre is not important which pissed me off.... MUMMY PLEASE... u didn't even pass your driving test even you have seat for so many time... yet you want to tell us that you noe driving.... GOSH! cupid cupid... please help me.... shoot more arrow to their heart... let them be stuck together forever... most importantly happily and healthily...i really dun wish anything is going to happen btwn 2 of you all can?.... hmm... try giving in and taking okay... talk thing out okay...... and think at least twice before you all do anything okay
time we spend together was happy whenever we are together as a family... not when we are alone.... both of you all have been through up and down of lifes.... why let such a small problem bother you all... forgive and forget bah...
bad day at work again.... history repeated itself... vomitted again... my whole luch was being vomitted out... sound like anorexia.. but i dun have it ... haha... went to see doc and got back the same old medicne... haha.... during lunch i was already very tired and feeling uncomfortable... yet i continue to eat my lunch... gong bao chicken... no bits of chicken taste like gong bao... after that still finnish off with 2 stick of cigarette.. haha after that..... i start doing the merlion dance... haha running in and out of toilet just to vomitt.. haha i was kind of worried that i vomitted the medicine out as well.. haha cause than notin will stop the merlion!...
met my girlfriend after work... haha really must say that i love the feeling now... haha being love like never before... everything seem like fairytale? hmm may be a more realistic fairytale... haha... just sweet.. to think that my gf really make the effort to come to jurong east from bugis just to meet me? haha.... but caution!... she an be very nasty too... haha bite your hand till there will be her tooth mark... haha but it also need alot of skillS (you see the S? haha so it not one not 2 but alot hor...!) to be her boyfriend hor... haha ... well.. did i say that my dear call me in the morning just to chat with me? hmm and to think that her sleep is so precious to her... haha... really really touch and appreciate her time and sacrifice... happy... hmm may be not happy bah... just feeling some extraordinary feeling now... a feeling that you wish that you will be in that way forever... haha dear it have been a long time i ever say i love you to you le bah..... DEAR I LOVE YOU!....
hmmm well.. no matter how thing goes... i am still in reality... haiz... but let face it.... hmm... no point being stress.... no point being easily pissed... no point being easily pissed... no point in living (if you are stress!)....
but i have a point to continue doing thing i like, i love.. cause i have 3 thing.. love from love from family.... love from friends.... and most importantly love from my dear.....
it's you and me <3
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