Wednesday, April 30, 2008
To Phobe and Sheng Long,
It was really great that you all are finally together. Kind of shock when i realise that the "MM" was Sheng Long as I had believe in the lie which Phoebe had told me. It seem like everyone agrees that both of you getting together was never a wrong choice after they witness how close and sweet you all were during the K-Box session. A relationship is like a dish with different flavours. Sometime you will feel sweet and sometime you will feel bitter. What ever feeling you have tasted, it will definitely transform to be a sweet memories. Sweet memories which will pull you through rough period and even sweeten your relationship after the storm subside. So even you are facing any problem, always be determine to turn it to the sweetest memories in your life by facing it together with determination, okay?
Once and again, let me congrat the couple the 3rd time and wishing you all to have the sweetest and a ever lasting relationship!
Cheers,
Alvin
it's you and me <3
11:52 PM
If you ask me to describe my mood with a color, the color will be blue. DARK blue to be precise.
So many things have happen recently, so many truth i get to know and so many argument i have.
Since some of you are kind of curious why i am moody recently or what ever, this are the things that had happened to me.
1. Despite the birthday party had past, but my mother and father still feel very hostile. I know thing are improving but the rate it is improving is just slower than i have expected.
2. Have not been sleeping very well. The frequency of waking up seem like the frequency i goes to the toilet in the day time.
3. I am getting sick of travelling a very far distance to and from home. Squeezing into the train and stand for the whole journey. Torturing is the word to describe the process.
4. Working does not interest me any more. After i realise that my back was filled with so many arrow shot by my classmate. Can you imagine the group in-charge wanted to transfer me to another group for 2 month before i join back the group. And what was the reason? One of my classmate started to gossip about me and one of the girl in the group which they know that i will definitely stick to her when i am in the group. They don't want me to be in the group affecting the girl work as she is rushing many test before deadline. Being in the group and following her, i don't see any drop in her productivity and efficiency. And before we change of group, my classmate have already talk bad about me. What a condition to work ?!
5. My report is due this month and i am simply clueless on how am i going to write for my report and what will the content be like. My presentation for my supervisor is not completed yet and many thing i have to do for my presentation.
6. Currently i am teaching my cousin for her O' level and at the rate she is preparing for her exam, she will not be able to complete revising and practising for her O' level. I am totally lost on how to encourage her to study and help her with her work. 4 subjects for me to revise with her. Tough but hope everything will be fine.
7. My driving exam is coming in 2 month time. I have not enter the circuit, have not even practise much on my parking. My turning was like shit and worst is that my instructor seem to love traveling. I have already postpone my driving test date once and i do not want to do it the second time. I just want to Finnish my driving fast so i have more time to do other things.
8. Because of my terrible mood, i have been arguing with my girlfriend frequently. Getting more and more sensitive and seem to be impatient. Dear i really hope that you can give me more time for me to settle my stuff before i will be back to normal.
9. Quiting smoking is really not easy for me. Tried time after time , yet i simply can't reduce. Irritated my girlfriend time after time with my smoking problem. Determination and some push is what i need as i will be helpless and simply unmotivated.
Honestly there are still more things which is kind of too sensitive to be written online. Patience is what i really need from all of you.
it's you and me <3
8:07 PM
Saturday, April 26, 2008
Smile! My mum went to my grandmother birthday today. And guess what? My father did not even persuade her!! But sadly, she left after showing her face there. THANK MUM!
Finally 26th april is ending soon. Thing did not turn out to be that bad. Attended my grandmother birthday celebration today. As usual, i just feel like a stranger there. Talk to a few of my cousin and listen to them talking about CHEMISTRY! I am the third in the family majoring in chemistry related subject, second in the family pursuing chemical engineering. It seem like no one in my generation is going to take up dentistry and continue my family's trade. Sometime i just wish to attend Junior College instead of polytechnic as i can major in either medicine or dentistry and to make my family proud. i know it sound stupid and old fashion thinking that only medicine and lawyer is the most prestigious job. But isn't it the truth?
The buffet catered was from Jumbo and this is the first time i get to know that jumbo restaurant caters buffet too. Honestly the food wasn't to my liking. Some of the dishes are too salty and the rest are simply too bland. The worst was the desert. A big bowl of some unknown solution with lots of sago seed and ... (nothing else!). It taste like a bowl of purified petrol with lots of sand and stone in it. Anyway, this is my personal view on the food i ate.
After buffet, the some of the guys get together and start talking about economics, business and education. I was seemly clueless on what are they talking and after hearing many company names and some bombastic terms, i decided to eavesdrop on another conversation between 2 of my uncle. The problem appear again and i decided just to go back to my father side and listen to the rest of the conversation. After there small serious discussion, they started to talk about something which i understand: Automobile! All the driver started to boast about how fast they speed and how stable their car was. The cars compared were a Mitsubishi lancer, Chevrolet Spark, Nissan Ceifero , My father Picanto and a Hyundai van. They started to criticise and praise each other cars, advising each other on the Do and Don't with the cars. Seriously, i can't wait to get my license and try some of the techniques they was suggested. JULY 16 will be the day!
Slack in my room now, enjoying the air-con and enjoying the songs accompanying me while i type this entry.
it's you and me <3
6:27 AM
Thursday, April 24, 2008
This week is indeed a very long week for me. What make it worst is that i am SICK. Not really terribly sick but feeling very uncomfortable.
Feeling very moody now. My mother does not allow me to go to Genting despite hour
S of persuasion. The reason she gave was reasonable but it does not convince me not to go. I WANT TO GO! What to do, so Sheng Long
I AM SO SORRY!Tiring day at work today. Did line tracing for a few EFD and re-doing afew as well. 1 more day to weekEND.
Guess what? Tomorrow i will shout TGIF (THANK GOD ITS FRIDAY!)God Bless!
it's you and me <3
5:29 AM
Tuesday, April 22, 2008
What a day! Feel like sleeping the whole day as i didn't really have a very good sleep yesterday night. Have a very weird yet bad nightmare for me. Dream of me going to a fortune-teller (don't know why i am there either!) and wanted my future to be read (of course! if not what else can i ask?!). The scariest scene (which i will never ever want it to happen on me!) appear in front of me.
Guess what?! I was walking alone with nobody beside me and at the very next moment, i saw familiar couples walking pass me. Every pair seem to be very happy and feel very bliss, BUT i am alone walking the never ending road which seem to lead to no where. Awoken by the lame nightmare, i just sat on my bed, pondering on one of the question my girlfriend ask.
The question was: What will i do if she (my girlfriend)
BREAK-UP with me!
Hated this type of question and yet it kept me thinking. After thinking for a very long time, i came up with a long answer. The first thing i will do is to ask her whether it is a joke. If she answered that it is not a joke then i will definitely cry! Follow by a week of foul mood (might even be longer!) After a week (if i only have 1 week of foul mood!), it is time for my emo self to appear. The emo mode will set me thinking, reflecting and even regretting. After thinking i may even ask for a patch. In any way, i will try to salvage the relationship if it is really possible. If it is not going to work out, then i will have to give up as well. After giving up, the rest will be ... . Too much for me and too late for me to think as by the time i finish thinking the first part, it is already 520am.
Nothing much happen to me except me stepping on the rodent trap. I step on the glue which was tough to remove. Anyway, I finally learn how to use the electronic cigarette lighter. I was kind of slow, trying to light despite the lighter is not hot. As usual, i was being laughed by my colleague.
Looking forward for tomorrow class outing (if it is really finalise!)
it's you and me <3
4:37 AM
Saturday, April 19, 2008
A very long time since i have bloggEd. My last entry was on Phoebe's 21st Birthday party. If you want to read more about her birthday party and the gifts she had receive, you can go to her blog site (
http://walk-with-mi.blogspot.com/)
What a week for me, a very long week which i started to count down to weekend on the very monday! Since the start of the cutting cost project, many activities which is deem expensive to the project manager was being scrapped. One of the thing i am looking forward was the reverse osmosis cleaning as it was not a common activity to be seen. Reverse osmosis cleaning is only done once in every 3-6 month. What a waste!
Next week will be the last week for me at the purified water team. After next week, i will be in the reactor team. Stress to re adapt to a new environment again. Hope everything will be find for me.
Feeling kind of troubled. My grandmother birthday is coming and my mother still seem to be angry with my grandmother. 26th of April is the day i wish it will never come yet i wish that today's date will be 27th April. Bothered!
Just finish my late dinner which i have asked my mother to help me pack back home. Work at centre-point today and had a talk with my counter manager. I really sympathize her past and present. Life for her was tough in the past and yet she was able to hold on. Life for her now was bad too. Problems come after another and it seem like it is endless. She was simple minded, yet she can't be please with her life now. Can you imagine how much troubles she have? And ever wonder if you are her, what will you do? I will really freak out.
Overall, the day was great, Aunty come after aunty. Manage to earn a reasonably good amount of commission.
Yesterday was the best day of the week. Met phoebe after work, ate a setmeal at Kenny-roger. $50 for 2 person with drink seem reasonable to me. Nice atmosphere to hide from all the crowded shoppers. After dinner, we went to Singapore Flyer and both of us was attracted by the view of the Flyer. Never went up as both of us do not wish to spend out very first time on the flyer with each other. After visiting the Singapore Flyer, we went to Kenko at Marina Square for a foot reflex session. It was kind of expensive but both of us enjoyed. It was a total different feeling and method between Singapore and China. Love the feeling. When home and bath before falling a sleep. Chat with my girlfriend before i sleep.
I was kind of bad toward her during this week. Asking her to call me to chat and yet i was the one who tell her i want to sleep and stop chatting. Sorry dear
it's you and me <3
5:41 AM
Saturday, April 12, 2008
back back back... haha finally back to blog.. but the best thing is... back from chalet... haha HAPPY BDAY PHOEBE! haha yes yes... celebrated her 21st birthday at her chalet! haha 20 over people turn up and 7 people stayed... actually another group of 6 people was also staying.. but dunnoe why they did not stay... haha may be marshmallow is too noisy to stay over night with...
before the cake cutting session, while gamblin... a sabo plan was being made... i think the plan should be call... plan messy! haha and alot of impromptu was added... haha the worst is shenglong's plan... haha pouring sparkling wine over the BDAY gal.. haha but turn out he had pour on most of the people.. haha as i was there to listen to all the planning... i was free and clean... free from cream... free from sweet drink.. haha cause i maintain a very safe distance from the crime scene.. haha
play mahjong, ban luck, dai tee there.. haha but didn't play much money... haha kind of sucky... haha cause though of playing money so went to withdraw money before going to the chalet.. haha play till 4 than everyone start wanting to go to bed.. haha but this time i manage to sleep.. haha too tired liao... cause thursday night just sleep about1 hour plus only.. haha and that 1 hour lasted me till saturday morning.. haha POWER!
wah... saw her prezzie she recieve.. haha got IPOD leh necklace and more and more.... haha now than i noe her ipod shuffle was dead long long time ago.. haha now qing ming right? haha phoebe.. you beta go and sao your shuffle de mu... haha
back home around 8.. chat with my gf before going to sleep again.. haha wake up at 2 plus and rot till the night.. haha
hmm... next week is coming... kind of bad time next week as many activity is being cancel.. haha long story haha... interesting attachment for me.. haha been to many situation within 2 month.. power xia... haha
4 month and 2 week left before completion of my attachement.. and 5 month and 2 week before i am back to school.. haha my gf going to start her school tml liao.. haha DEAR.. enjoy wor.. haha
it's you and me <3
10:31 PM
Monday, April 7, 2008
4 more day to chalet...!!! 4 more day to be crazy... if all of the ppl are present there lar! so those who dun feel like staying overnight... please reconsider kk.... i belive that jia jun, chun rong, sam and phoebe wun tell people that you tok while you sleep... and when you tok that time... u still speak in hokkien.... we also wun be so bad to tell people that you have such a good ass that it seem bigger than woman breast lar...
so sheng long... dun worry lar... stay overnight kk... no one will rape u... no one will take photo and let people see de kk.... so sheng long... stay kk... haha if not how marshmallow can be reunited again... haha for a night away from home again?? haha really looking forward to it man... haha
happy happy happy... haha been a long time i ever step into a cinema liao.. haha haven catch a show.. my last sow is like the stupid rat lar.. haha Also been a lng time i ever eat a ice cream.... haha anderson... rum and raisin (anyone?!) haha i noe someone will want... haha
day will be very long for this few day... haha but well.. as long i am busy ... time will fly right? haha best is that after work got my dear to meet... haha my dear will be even faster... muhaha love it man!
it's you and me <3
5:36 AM
Friday, April 4, 2008
tired tired tired... haha finally 1 week of work have finnish.. haha 19 more weeks before the end of attachment.. haha well.. after that ... 6 week of training at jurong island!!!... haha cant imagine what time do i have to wake up if the meeting time for the pick up is at 7... haha 5 am?? haha well.. what to do .. that life!!!! haha
went to sakae sushi with my dar.. haha as usual... she met me after her work.. haha taking from tanah merah to red hill... haha after that from red hill back to pasir ris... haha somemore her treat wor... haha not bad ar.. .be her boyfriend dam lucky... haha
love and hate this week... haha this week work is tiring like shit.. than all the office seem very tense after the drug produce was deem not effective mby FDA... somemore it is the top selling drug from our company... haiz... so sad lar... but love it because my dear... haha met up alot of time this week haha... real happy to spend time with her.. haha
hope next week will be even beta.. haha next next week even better.. haha doing RO cleaning.. haha something that not everyone can witness... haha so i have to count myself lucky wor.. haha.. .expose to so manything in just a short period of time.. haha...
within 1 month... 2 major problem faced by my group.. hmm... saw how engineer troubleshoot the problem... and best is that i am able to get myself involve in the troubleshoot... somemore i am doing so much hands on that i already consider myself as their staff... haha not as an attachment student.. haha my job is exactly the same as the chem tech there... the best part is the slacking time... despite long hour of work... haha we still have days that we are almost left with notin to do for the whole day.... haha finding a good place to slack... a good place to enjoy the sea view is going to be one of the most fond memories from my attachement.. haha... imagine we are teaching each other different language when we are together? haha.. philipine language.. (tangkalor... hope i never spell wrongly) and tamil.. haha... we also learn all the vulgar words of different language.. haha... surprisingly... some word in malay are vulgar in tangkalor and vice versa.. haha cool right....
my last 3 weeks in PFW and after that 2 month in reactor.. haha looking forward for the 2 month... haha hope can learn even more.. haha
saw phoebe blog.. haha realli wish that i can go bintan.. haha really wonder how much she have spend there... haha think during the chalet than i ask her bah... haha staying overnight there... haha... happy xia.. long time never been to chalet le lor.. haha so luckily we manage to meet old people like her who are celebrating her 21st bday when ours are still so long lor.. haha so phoebe JIE JIE... THANK YOU wor.. haha oya... phoebe... may be u can plan a trip to go bintan okay... since you are so proud that you have graduated from ngee ann and not so sure where to go... so take this chance to relax haha... use the time to plan kk... haha hope it will be a good one hor... and not a tiring one... if it is that i will kill you haha...
my mum was like asking me am i opening a pharmacy.. haha taken 2 more medicine home.. haha 1for my cough.... 1 for my flu... haha and the day before for my vomit.. haha poor me... haha sick and sick.... anyone making herbal tea for me????
it's you and me <3
7:08 AM
Wednesday, April 2, 2008
home home home... or home sweet home.... sweet is not the word i am going to use it now.... my home aren't sweet now... noisy... and unhappy noise is always being heard......
sick of it... but what can i do? dun feel like coming home at time... but no matter what... it is still my home right? hmm .... but thing seem getting better (which i really hope!) they went out together... but it seem like my mum become more angry with my dad for spending on his car tyres... hmmm well.. not standing on either side... cause my father tyres aren't old and worn off.... yet the way my mum say till tyre is not important which pissed me off.... MUMMY PLEASE... u didn't even pass your driving test even you have seat for so many time... yet you want to tell us that you noe driving.... GOSH! cupid cupid... please help me.... shoot more arrow to their heart... let them be stuck together forever... most importantly happily and healthily...i really dun wish anything is going to happen btwn 2 of you all can?.... hmm... try giving in and taking okay... talk thing out okay...... and think at least twice before you all do anything okay
time we spend together was happy whenever we are together as a family... not when we are alone.... both of you all have been through up and down of lifes.... why let such a small problem bother you all... forgive and forget bah...
bad day at work again.... history repeated itself... vomitted again... my whole luch was being vomitted out... sound like anorexia.. but i dun have it ... haha... went to see doc and got back the same old medicne... haha.... during lunch i was already very tired and feeling uncomfortable... yet i continue to eat my lunch... gong bao chicken... no bits of chicken taste like gong bao... after that still finnish off with 2 stick of cigarette.. haha after that..... i start doing the merlion dance... haha running in and out of toilet just to vomitt.. haha i was kind of worried that i vomitted the medicine out as well.. haha cause than notin will stop the merlion!...
met my girlfriend after work... haha really must say that i love the feeling now... haha being love like never before... everything seem like fairytale? hmm may be a more realistic fairytale... haha... just sweet.. to think that my gf really make the effort to come to jurong east from bugis just to meet me? haha.... but caution!... she an be very nasty too... haha bite your hand till there will be her tooth mark... haha but it also need alot of skillS (you see the S? haha so it not one not 2 but alot hor...!) to be her boyfriend hor... haha ... well.. did i say that my dear call me in the morning just to chat with me? hmm and to think that her sleep is so precious to her... haha... really really touch and appreciate her time and sacrifice... happy... hmm may be not happy bah... just feeling some extraordinary feeling now... a feeling that you wish that you will be in that way forever... haha dear it have been a long time i ever say i love you to you le bah..... DEAR I LOVE YOU!....
hmmm well.. no matter how thing goes... i am still in reality... haiz... but let face it.... hmm... no point being stress.... no point being easily pissed... no point being easily pissed... no point in living (if you are stress!)....
but i have a point to continue doing thing i like, i love.. cause i have 3 thing.. love from love from family.... love from friends.... and most importantly love from my dear.....
it's you and me <3
6:03 AM
Tuesday, April 1, 2008
hmm finally update my blog liao ... chatting with my dear just now... happy that thing are getting better... but the sad thing is that my parent problem seem to get bigger... neither of them is giving way... really miserable to keep on knowing that they are arguing... life is already sickening... hope all this kind of problem will end earlier... and in a very harmonious way.....
tired today... slept at 4 am... plus plus lar... well.. wake up at 515.. haha so less than 1 hour of sleep leh... haha actually i suppose to teach my cousin today.. but she not feeling well... so she last minute cancel liao ... haha so me went to cut my hair.. haha well.. 13 buck.. haha not bad.. haha i mean the person lar.. haha kind of very meticulous...
oya... just realise that jia jun have blog.. haha kind of interesting.. haha reading your friend blog and knowing him in person seem different....
yesterday went to dohby to makan fish and co... haha seem like standard have drop... hmm... but the best thing is that i gotten something which i have wanted to make 9 month ago... haha finally... i gotten it... haha not baby ... not love.... just ring... haha well.. i think i t really mean alot to me.... a ring which signify that there isnt 8 month curse...... and lots more... haha
hmm... anyway wish me luck... kk... quiting S... trying to suppress the urge.. haha finding substitute too... haha so what ever it is... wish me luck!
it's you and me <3
4:40 AM
