Friday, March 7, 2008
finally weekend have arrive... not a very good weekend today ... parent were argueing/quarelling,,, and the worst thing is that... they are argueing over small things.. haiz... that the problem wat the problem with 2 of them?!
think that my mum is realli spoilt by my dad... helping her do so much thing.. and at any slight mistake.. there will be alot of nagging from mum... yet at anytime... when ever my mum do something for my father... he dunno... so the thing is that my father say my mum noe only how to nag.. whereas my mum is saying my father reasonable... Honestly i dun blame either party...
their arguement is making me crazy soon... luckily they have stop argueing... haha.. my father and my mum cool down.... but still at their danger level lar... haiz... so pray hard there wun be any friction between them,... at least they wun argue again right... haiz..... PEK CHEK AR!
really not much time to think of their problem when i seem like have alot of problem myself... yesterday finally can chat with my dear.... and yet... i was the one who later do not want to chat... kind of blame myself... blaming myself for being so tired... missing out a chance to speak to my dear.... and yet i am the one who keep on say why my dar dun want to chat with me...HAIZ... sometime i think i am realli a fucker... haiz...
chat with phoebe on thursday... pouring my trouble and stress to her cause my dear is not available.... trouble i have which no one really seem to noe was so much till it was realli unbreable... so manything seem to be hapening and yet i am thinking even more.... feeling so trouble till i am unable to take it soon... i could only say... happy go lucky charecter will just be my past... and now is just a mask... a mask to hide my stress, trouble self just to keep ppl happy and please....
when u are unlucky ... everything seem not to be on good term with you... my router seem to be getting on my nerve... it's signal is not captured by my com receiver and cause alot of disruption when i am using the com...
it's you and me <3
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