Friday, January 4, 2008
what a day.... a realli bad day for me yesterday and today.... just unlucky till the maximum... let me tell you what have actually happened yesterday... after waking up from a bad night sleep... me carried on my normal morning stuff... and before i leave the house.. me just went to my room and grab a phone and go liao... when i reach the busstop.. i wanted to msg my friend than i realise that i i gotten my phone instead of my phone.. i was realli dam pek chek at that very moment because i simply cant contact any of my friend... bo bian .. so i took the bus to hougang interchange to take the shuttle bus.... when i alight at the interchange ... i realise that the bus have already came and is already for boarding... and i ran to the berth... just before i reach the berth... the bus just zoom off without me... WHAT THE FUCK!... lucky sam pei me take 74 with me... haha... thank you wor... took 74 to school and than i realise that my mp3 does not have any more battery... No psp... no handphone headset...(which i have taken out from my bag in the morning!) to let me have thing to entertain me.... the journey from hougang interchange to school was so long which i was late for more than half an hour...
today... not that worst but still kind of bad... took a freezing cold 74 bs to school... really freezing.. no jacket no nothing,.... just have to bear with the freezing temperature.. took my AEM test today... did not copy despite me already have find my supplier... kind of tough.. which i dun think i am able to do well... after that i went home... the drizzing have created puddle of water on the ground.. and i realise that water have sip into my shoes.. it feel so terrible lar.... miss my 86 and waited for more than 20 minute just for the bus to come.... SUCK lar... sneezing non-stop from amk till seng kang.. the flu is so terrible that my ear hurts... (dunnoe why!) but what realli make me sad today is i am unable to meet my dar dar today... kind of dissapointed!
you noe.. everytime i see couple couple in school.. i realli envy them... sometime me just find that my relationship are like long distance relationship... haven meet for more than 2 week le bah... the very last time we met was on 21december... i dun understand why it seem like so difficult to meet up.... cant imagine what will it be like during my attachemt
another thing which is troubling me is the attachment.. othe than worrying whether i have the time to spend time with my dar dar... the other is whether i can get the placement in the company which i kind of wanted to go in.... i heard from my friend and lecturer that company have already contact the student they wish to take in.... i was panick when i heard it.. look throught my miss call list in my call log.. i realise that i have endless of miss calls.... i am kind of worried that they had called.. i am worried they will not call me again.... i am worried that i am going to some company and doing things which i dun like.... (there are only 3 pharma comapny involve in this year attachment.. and now left one company if the company i have submitted my resume did not contact me!)
i have tok to my father on the issue which i want to drop my AEM.. hmm he is against the idea that i want to drop my math... haiz.. but he realli noe me well.. hmm.. noeing why i want to drop without asking me.. think i will jia you bah.... since my common test result seem not realli up to my expectation... this time... my result seem to get from bad to worst.. when everyone improves... trying to concentrate but just get distracted easily... short period attention and temptation made me just hack care my work... hmm... so before i cheong my study... have to overcome that bad.. any idea how can i do???
STRESS!!!
it's you and me <3
3:54 AM
