Saturday, January 19, 2008
it been a long time since i have blog so may be i will blog abit.. just to make my blog alive.. haha just came back from work.. and now slacking haha... feel sleepy.. but not so ready to sleep now..
kind of a good day to work today.. haha sales is good.. target is met.. and customer met are good too.. so good lor.. but stupid me... brought my spec to work (cause think i am blind soon!) but forget to bring back.. haha so sian lar.. lucky next week still got go back work...
busy week for me next week.. got few presentation to do and also report to write.. realli no mood to do anithing leh... just like the relax relax feeling me always have.. haha.. 2 web tutorial not done yet, i think i have lots more tutorial i haven do (or copy bah.. since i copied 99.9% of this year tutorial!) and math test coming and i am not even sure what will be tested, when will be the test and who is going to be my answer sponsor this time..
math lesson is always a torture.. haha... eye is open, body is in the class room.. bt my heart seem to be flying about.. haha so what ever the teacher say... notin go in lor.. too bad lar..
this few day have been like trying not to msg my dar so much.. haha cause of the sweet return.. haha also dun want to disturb her cause she like dam busy... but realli feel dam uncomfortable inside me lar... dunnoe why... every now and then me will take up my phone and stare at the screen hoping to see my dar dar msg appear.. haha hmm.. but wht to do... for the sweet return.. haiz.. that why something have to be sacrifice. haha haiz.. just pray hard that her busy period will end very soon.... or may be can say that we ahve more time together bah... haha
attachment is coming, heard that i gotten in to one of the company.. haha the interview was horrible.. cause the interviewer like dam attitude like that... but hmm haven comfirm yet.. so just wait for my teacher to email me lor.. haha
dieing of boredom now.. haha as usual.. waiting for my dar msg before i slp... hmm... pray hard!
it's you and me <3
7:21 AM
Thursday, January 10, 2008
haven had much contact with amanda as she is kind of busy with her project and assigment.. hmm think i just have to endure it bah... haha... missing someone is kind of torture.. but what as what we have said before.. education come first... so hmm.. haha
but hope she will finnish it fast fast... haha cause realli dun like period where the relationship is kind of like still... not moving like that... hmm hope we will contact more... cause realli kind of scared... i have know so many of my friend relationship ends because one of the party will always be busy and no time to spend in the relationship and unkowningly the relationship drifted apart.. and that why the relationship become the end... let pray hard that this will not happen to me... haiz....
it's you and me <3
7:16 AM
Tuesday, January 8, 2008
i have to edit a part from my blog.. haha well.. not say think is not going very unsmoothly... haha gotten a call from dr lim today... haha she is our lecturer who is incharged of our attachment... haha she called me...
kind of bad time when she call me.. cause i was like plaeing the game monopoly hapily.. haha kind of lame i noe.. haha anyway she called and tell me that i will be down for a interview on tuesday.. haha but during my math class i realise that i have a prac test on the very day too... ARGH!... haha luckily the 3 person down for the itnerview is from our class haha so dam easy to coordinate.. haha
hmm.. after school went to bugis to meet my friend.. haha reallie find it a torture to meet her... what more she is late for more than half an hour lar.. make me dam pissed off lar.. haha cause think she dunoe that i am a person with 0 patience.. haha wen to buy tripod and mic haha... spend a total of 138 dollar.. haha well.. not i pay so okay lor...
but the thing is that i took a cab home cause i was kind of tired and not remembering that it is still the peak period... so happily i board the cab.. wah.. the uncle realli kind of pathetic.. haiz.. he start to complain hw bad his buisness have drop...
sometime i wonder..is every decision being implemented by a company always doing good to the workers as what they have mention? have they realy think for the person who is directly being affected.. just like the taxi driver.. the sharp increase in price was something he will neber agree to it.. yet he was force to set at that price.. and now.. he is the one suffering... sad lar
realli feel that singapore isnt the place for people to live long... to have a economy like italy or austria yet the pay is lower than their country.. it realli goin to make the citizen dificult to live in... does a pay rise help much? and who actually have their pay increase till to the level where they can like cope with the increase? hmm... so guess what... think i hav to look for a country where will be more suitable to live in... in future.. haha
it's you and me <3
4:49 AM
Monday, January 7, 2008
notin in my life have been very smooth since year 2008... notin in my so call new year resolution came true... hmm... so should i conclude that year 2008 is definitely a not a good year for me or the ending month of the lunar year 2007 is a bad year for me...let pray that it is the lunar 2007 bad for me... if not another 11 month plus of bad luck!!! pray hard bah....
just now send amanda go home... hmm when i was cross the road to the road opposite to take the bus home... i loose my balance... i was at the middle of the road...( the elevated platform...)than i was waiting for the car to go by... i loose my balance and within a second i was on the road where the vehicle have just pass... gosh... my life would have gone within a second... hmm now feel like i have kind of sprain my ankle...!!!
just went to aaron house to get the video camera...because sadly tomolo have to meet my ex school mate to pass her the cam and also have to pei her buy some stuff... getting pissed with her day by day... wanting me to help her get the stuff... wanting me to settle all the stuff she lazy to do for her.... EH!! ME NOT UR MAID HOR!! think this is the last time me going to help her lar.. reali irritating lar.. have to do this have to do that for her... fark her lar... even ask aaron help her to do editing... but lucky he is smarter than me.. cause he turn her down!!!
hmmm this few day realli have bad temper... this few day have been raising my voice un-nesseryly at home and even to amanda... hmmm think she is kind of pissed with me cause me get agitated easyily... haiz... me trying to cntrol my temepr kk...
hmm.... tml getting my bio process paper... hope i can do wel!!! haha...
it's you and me <3
4:33 AM
Friday, January 4, 2008
what a day.... a realli bad day for me yesterday and today.... just unlucky till the maximum... let me tell you what have actually happened yesterday... after waking up from a bad night sleep... me carried on my normal morning stuff... and before i leave the house.. me just went to my room and grab a phone and go liao... when i reach the busstop.. i wanted to msg my friend than i realise that i i gotten my phone instead of my phone.. i was realli dam pek chek at that very moment because i simply cant contact any of my friend... bo bian .. so i took the bus to hougang interchange to take the shuttle bus.... when i alight at the interchange ... i realise that the bus have already came and is already for boarding... and i ran to the berth... just before i reach the berth... the bus just zoom off without me... WHAT THE FUCK!... lucky sam pei me take 74 with me... haha... thank you wor... took 74 to school and than i realise that my mp3 does not have any more battery... No psp... no handphone headset...(which i have taken out from my bag in the morning!) to let me have thing to entertain me.... the journey from hougang interchange to school was so long which i was late for more than half an hour...
today... not that worst but still kind of bad... took a freezing cold 74 bs to school... really freezing.. no jacket no nothing,.... just have to bear with the freezing temperature.. took my AEM test today... did not copy despite me already have find my supplier... kind of tough.. which i dun think i am able to do well... after that i went home... the drizzing have created puddle of water on the ground.. and i realise that water have sip into my shoes.. it feel so terrible lar.... miss my 86 and waited for more than 20 minute just for the bus to come.... SUCK lar... sneezing non-stop from amk till seng kang.. the flu is so terrible that my ear hurts... (dunnoe why!) but what realli make me sad today is i am unable to meet my dar dar today... kind of dissapointed!
you noe.. everytime i see couple couple in school.. i realli envy them... sometime me just find that my relationship are like long distance relationship... haven meet for more than 2 week le bah... the very last time we met was on 21december... i dun understand why it seem like so difficult to meet up.... cant imagine what will it be like during my attachemt
another thing which is troubling me is the attachment.. othe than worrying whether i have the time to spend time with my dar dar... the other is whether i can get the placement in the company which i kind of wanted to go in.... i heard from my friend and lecturer that company have already contact the student they wish to take in.... i was panick when i heard it.. look throught my miss call list in my call log.. i realise that i have endless of miss calls.... i am kind of worried that they had called.. i am worried they will not call me again.... i am worried that i am going to some company and doing things which i dun like.... (there are only 3 pharma comapny involve in this year attachment.. and now left one company if the company i have submitted my resume did not contact me!)
i have tok to my father on the issue which i want to drop my AEM.. hmm he is against the idea that i want to drop my math... haiz.. but he realli noe me well.. hmm.. noeing why i want to drop without asking me.. think i will jia you bah.... since my common test result seem not realli up to my expectation... this time... my result seem to get from bad to worst.. when everyone improves... trying to concentrate but just get distracted easily... short period attention and temptation made me just hack care my work... hmm... so before i cheong my study... have to overcome that bad.. any idea how can i do???
STRESS!!!
it's you and me <3
3:54 AM
