Monday, October 8, 2007
i hope you have not starting to isolate yourself now... NO PLZ... realli... noe that you still not feeling as good as before... noeing that you are not in the mood to do anithing.... aand yet i am still irritating you with my sms.... sorry dear... but is just that i dun like to have the feeling that you are trying to loose contact with me that why i start sending you so mani so mani msg hoping u can repli..... i dun like the feeling cause i am realli afraid!.... realli afraid....!
today wasnt a good day for me too... stuck at home feeling tired and yet dun feel like sleeping... i am indeed a person who of irony.... days when i am working i realli wish that i am off and can have a rest time... yet today.... earli in the morning i msg my senior and ask her whether she need me to teach her today... i simpli just want to do some stuff and keep my mind occupied with something so i wun think so much ... yet i cant find a single thing that i can do..... switch on my com for 8 time today.... blog 3 time already... and yet... i still dun feel good....
sometime i feel that my parent dun understand me at all.... what i want is some peace and some choie of my own... yet... i am not watching my tv show i wanted to watch cause my father is watching his and i dun feel good chasing him away.... shoulden he sense that when i am out in the living room..i want to watch tv programs which i like... yet.... now i am stuck in my room blogging... typing anything that come to my mind...
today finalli i get to see my neice the pic... the one who is newly entered the world... her name is felicia... look at the pic and you will see her... haven see her in person yet... haha just hope that she wun be as naughty as her brother...
my eldest neice who is felicia elder sister say she is ugli... haha hmm i think this is the only time i am laughing today.... look kind of erm...cute? hmmm but still think that my neice is still the best...cause she is my fav ... may be we so call grew up together? or may be because of the age gap....
i am not sure how close will i be with felicia and her bro cause we hardli have time to interact.. but what ever it is...just hope that my neice will not teach both of them rubbish! so hui ming... dun teach jj act cute all that le bah! time for him to learn number and alphapet le bah....
hmm..dun think i ever upload my neice and my nephew the pic... just have it in my hp... lazy to load it into my com.... hmm..if want to see can go to my neice the blog...(at the links there... click on alicia and you will see le!)
it's you and me <3
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