Monday, September 10, 2007
i simply just dunnoe why....for the very instant...i become so self-centered....everything in my mind is all about what going to benefit me... and what is going to make me feel good....i ignored your feeling.... and everything turn bad after that.... i am the cause of it and i regret it... i realli dunnoe what i can do to make up for the mistake i made... but what ever it is dun avoid me... please....
but honestly have you ever thought what i realli want? what i want is simpli regonision...i dun want to be the one to act not knowing you when you meet your relative or your family friend... i dun want to act like no one is beside you when you are going out with me...it simpli does not feel good.... it hurt me....
i noe you say that you might tell your mum on your birthday.... i noe i should not rush...but the though that finally i got the chance to make myself existing as your boyfriend made me do it...
i dunnoe what to do now... i am simply very lost now....i cant even get the chance to explain and apologies....can anione simpli tell me???
and i wonder how am i going to sleep with so mani thing in my mind....i realli wonder
it's you and me <3
7:54 AM
