Tuesday, September 25, 2007
hmm..after all.. first day at work wasnt that scary... the onli 2 time which is scary is.... going to work and serving customer...
today took 2 bus just to go parkway so dam the far lar.. hmm late by 5 minute... so difficult to find the place lar... than when i reach.. they tell me to go to atrium..so have to walk out of the shop to the atrium.....
haha... as usual..cheating my way out when serving of customer..not realli cheating bah... just squeezing what i have learn to tell the customer... prices was the most scarything... i am realli stupid in memorising thingy....so telling me to memeoris like 50 over prices... DIE
thursday going work again..kind of enjoy it... haha actualli have my dental appointment on that day de lor.. but have to shift it to tml...at 1045 am lar.. imagine my off day have to wake up at 845 just to go see my dentist for like 5 minute than go home or go where than meet my friend at bugis at 1 pm.. than walk till at night bah..haha..dun want to be home earli now
oya..my mum attitude getting bad to worst lar.. but okay lar..today haven have anithinghappen yet....(CHOI! CHOI!) haha just pray hard that her attitude wil end soon ..haha
aniway not moody today!!! cause okay okay liao
it's you and me <3
6:02 AM
Monday, September 24, 2007
sometime i wonder... is my life getting better or simply as bad as before? Tml another brand new day at a brand new environment to work... if my life is good... why would i still have to leave my job and join them.... haiz... as usual.. i dunnoe!!! kind of frustrated now... and dunnoe why.... may be because i argued with my mum bah.... haiz.. realli dunnoe what wrong with her lar.. buy snack desert home for her to eat and she dun even appreciate and start nagging lar... what the helll....just because i never go back and eat dinner? or what haiz.... fuck lar!!!
so dam sick of life now!!! not being pessimistic or what... just realli dam sick lar... thing isnt going the way i expected and i realise that i have not realli enjoy my holiday .... and now...there are still so many thing i haven think yet... WAT THE FUCK!....
tired tired tired... that how i can describe myself now... not realli physically tired... but mentally too tired to think of animore things and worry bout animore other things... i just want to be alone at time... i realli wish....yet there are so manithing that i realli cant bear to leave them....
Oman... i am simpli just so contridicting...just pray hard that i can disappear completely from this world now!
aniway french and photography were what i have chosen for my IS module... haiz... photography... it seem kind of sick to me... cause simpli no more interest in it? or may be i am simpli tooooo complacent to think that i am the best and why should i take but the basic again? i noe i am not pro... cause i isn't.... but haiz....... what eva it is .... it is being chosen... luckily got my friend to be in the same class... hope that i can realli enjoy it thou i noe that it isnt likely how i will feel! hmmm french seem more interesting... learning third language.... at least i can gossip about other people without the person noeing me? or simpli just take the module and forget it once i pass it,....
toking about test... i am still waiting for my advance theory... no mood to touch the book too... wonder how am i going to pass.... noe it isnt going to be like my basic test which i can simpli tickam and hamtam.... and i have yet to apply for PDL... if i have already apply...at least things will be easier now! cause i realli want to drive.... and to drive legally!
if there is a fastforward button in my life.... i will use it very frequently than i dun have to expereince anithing which piss me off or what.... press the button once and i can skip one of a misearble section of my life... and move on to the next happi section.... how nice ......if anione can control my life...can you press it now.... i wun even mind you press the power button
it's you and me <3
6:18 AM
Saturday, September 22, 2007
finalli got the time to blog... while waiting for my ma to hurry lar... haiz... as usual... my slow mummy in action... haha but thanks god.. she isnt nagging today... haha
today is my second last day at work at tangs... my supervisor is still is a son of a bitch... so what to do... dun care him lor.. aniway dun think his day will be long there too... i think his day in tangs is numbered too lar... tml the last day in tangs....hmmm kind of sad thou... thinking of the friends i have made during my almost 6 month work.... sometime i think that what for i quite... hmm..... giving myself a chance to experience and learn more?? or trying to prove to myself that i am still capable of finding a job...fast.....
what eva it is... let me start my new job smoothly and have a good time working there... despite noeing what people will start thinking of me when they see me there... haha hmm...just hope i my determination will make me pull throught all the trouble....
aniwae... today realli have a very fun experience.. haha... realli a sweet time together.. thou it is quite short.. haha... my dar dar left her retainer on the table and forget completely about it.. after we eat.. we went took a feder bus back to the interchange... at the shopping center(next to the interchange) she realise that she have not taken her retainner.....
At that momment.... i was like OMG OMG... haha than we took a cab back to the place where we had our dinner.... ( chong pang nasi lemak!)... as you noe.. they serve using disposable plate and untensil... so when they clear the table.. they just throw everything into the dustbin....
when we were on the cab... we was like thinking what will habben if the shop assistance throw the retainer into the bin... what should we do... and indeed it happen....ARGH!!!!
than when people is eating... we... start to search the dustbin for the retainer... haha kind of sweet thou...(that what i feel!) haha... and it is the first time for the both of us to search a dustbin lar... and yet we are doing it together... haha.... and finalli we found it... haha
now i noe why people search all those garbage and are still happi... haha cause like us.. they found treasure... haha....
wonder my dar dar realli willing to wear back the retainer... haha well... if she dun wear.. than hmm..say bye bye to $200 bah hahahaha
it's you and me <3
7:59 AM
Monday, September 17, 2007
after all regonision wasn't everything.... happiness was than everything....as long as both of us is happi who cares about what on other peoples' mind... because of it.... you have to face so much trouble to explain/ tell your family....you are irritated and yet so strong...but what eva it is... how you realli feel in your heart.... i realli dunnoe.... hope that the problem will finnish quickly that you dun have to face so much questions (repeated question in exact!) and to answer them in the same answer you give them....
it's you and me <3
5:11 AM
Friday, September 14, 2007
what a day! kana bully by supervisor! haiz... luckily me got the singapore genes... haha yesh yesh! that the way...complain!!! haha told my manager about him... aniway my manager noes alot about him cause not just me... other singaporean colleague of mine (erm...some from china... but they gotten the singapore fever!) have sang the same song to my manager.... so ...are we going to say good bye to my supervisor? i hope so...saiyonara....
today is my first day to change one of my habit! bad habit! gotta kick it off... haha so wish me all the best bah! haha... today kind of happi cause yesterday got to work with my dar for the whole day... trying to get baby to be adopted...to to get people to go for high tea... and lastly...cheating all the customer who approach us.... O man... we are the the gifted cheater cum couple... haha
toking about haha.. misses my haha day... even my chemical reaction have the word haha.. carbon dioxide, water and haha is the product of combustion... haha call me god! haha but have to cut down on my haha ...if not people find it irritating.. ...
gotten my result... drop and drop! that what i can say... just pray hard that the whole class will still e the same class again next semester... choosing my elective module soon.. haha so what should i choose?
shushi.... goose liver....german sausage...vietnam bee noodle...and spanish (dunnoe what good food they have!) so what should i choose...
got 2 option... first option i wanted language... hmm what should i choose for the next one... help help
ooo forgotten than hui ee sae my blog is so dam the difficult to read cause my ang mo dam the poDERful.... so me must practise hard....but wait till latern festival kk.. wait till i get to see pamelo
it's you and me <3
5:15 AM
Monday, September 10, 2007
i simply just dunnoe why....for the very instant...i become so self-centered....everything in my mind is all about what going to benefit me... and what is going to make me feel good....i ignored your feeling.... and everything turn bad after that.... i am the cause of it and i regret it... i realli dunnoe what i can do to make up for the mistake i made... but what ever it is dun avoid me... please....
but honestly have you ever thought what i realli want? what i want is simpli regonision...i dun want to be the one to act not knowing you when you meet your relative or your family friend... i dun want to act like no one is beside you when you are going out with me...it simpli does not feel good.... it hurt me....
i noe you say that you might tell your mum on your birthday.... i noe i should not rush...but the though that finally i got the chance to make myself existing as your boyfriend made me do it...
i dunnoe what to do now... i am simply very lost now....i cant even get the chance to explain and apologies....can anione simpli tell me???
and i wonder how am i going to sleep with so mani thing in my mind....i realli wonder
it's you and me <3
7:54 AM
Sunday, September 9, 2007
long long long time i neber blog liao .. haha kind of lazy... and tired too... cause seem like i have been working non-stop.. haha may be just hardworking wor.... sometime think i also dam bad... cause neber spend time with my dear... haiz... paiseh kk.....dun worri me will find chance to pei you de....but i willl just pray hard that on the very day you will willing to go out lar...
tomolo going for a trainiing session for a sales i am helping out... haha hope they can employ me as their permanent part time.. casue reali feel like leaving liao ... sales is droping... hmmm... going work seem like require a tow truck to tow me to work... even before i start work i am already looking forward for my work to end... haiz.... according to my ex-colleague jane.... that mean the day that you will tender your resignation is nearing... haha
aniway today msg my sup who is on mc to check with him whether i can change my shift... he was like you cannot everytime change shift...erm...can anibody tell me whether 2 time is alot??? haiz.. imagine the whole month you work like 2-10... everytime do till closing....sickening lar... prefer go home earlier slp mah.. than the manager also say can change... haiz.. dunnoe why this sup so old fashion... not as if the number of staff will be change what ... haiz....hmmm somehow i must realli agree Zen! come back!
interesting day today... haha a theif was being caught red handed by our company security...wah...this is the second sunday the police visited the shop... haha hmmm not bad.. while working the police still can enjoy shopping.. haha and as usual.... the theif is being handcaft and being escort out of the department store main enterence throught the sales floor! so malu lar.. omg...so mani people looking lar... what more vivo some how is kind of CROWDED...can you imagine how many kpo singaporean get to bio the guy face...
oooo gosh! today was horrible... no sales... dunnoe how my commission will be like... haha misearable (that what i feel!) today was like hearing people telling me how much he spend for his trip where he goes too.. all that crap... haha what more he was like telling why he dun feel cold because he have been to winter country before.. i was like OMG! haha ... he even try to describe how snow feel to me... haha haiz....what more saeing that i will not enjoy when i go bei jing cause the thing is expensive....(yesh i feel so tempted! i am SO envious of him!)
aniway have a very good sales... saw this puma watch... $75 haha tempted to buy... now considering.. haha cause is like kind of big for my small little hand... haha hmm what should i do to see whether should i buy... pluck flower? Count Hair? Seng Puei ( the 2 red thingy that you throw to see whether the god agree or disagree)? or may be look at bank book bah....HAIZ....
7th month is ending soon... haiz.. 7th month no longer seem like a grand occation to me... but somehow.. this few day weird weird de... some time take lift the lift will like ownself open the door de... i can garantee no one got press lar.. just weird weird lar.. so hmmm ... i will start praying soon... haha... what more exam result is coming out..... so the more i should pray .. haha if not ... dun pray result not bad than i die... cause i having a bet with my dar dar.. haha
wonder when is my next time i blog.. haha working non stop till next sunday... 1 week of cheonging.. haha
cya
it's you and me <3
5:54 AM
Wednesday, September 5, 2007
WTF my mother attitude me because neber cahnge my pajamus.... and she dun even want to sae out??? than keep on find fault with me....so unreasonable lar... wah lau.. as if i will noe my dae very well like that .... pls lar... blame yourself for giving birth to such a stupid boi who cant think properly lar...
so dam angry and piss now!!! haiz... luckily tml dun have to stay at home.... think will stay out late so dun have to see her face lar...
it's you and me <3
4:57 AM
Tuesday, September 4, 2007
hmm..very long time i am online.. haha in a very gooood mood this few day ... haha other than when working... haha yesh yesh the supervisor again... haiz... just dunnoe when he will simply just fuck off.... haiz... every one in the department hate him... i have neber see such unresonable person before... hmm..may be i have... remeber the FOO CE YAO? the bloody fool... haha
so sian lar... the supervisor giv everyone promblem.. haiz.. than everyone work til not happi... than worst is that when they not happi they dun realli make the work place lively... that why i so bored....haiz
today eat alone.. haha hmm kind of sad.. haha because of eating alone.. me eat half an hour jiu go and help to pack the storeroom liao .. haha sian lar.. haiz.... but okay lar.. haiz.. beta than roting at home wasting my time lar.. haha at least stand there also got money to spend haha
happi tml off but going out with my dar dar... :) haha butmy mama :( cause sae i always go out... mother not important.. haiz.. i think my mum is simply jealous lar.. haha cause me pay more attention to my dar dar not her... haha
it's you and me <3
9:56 AM
